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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Busy...

huhh....
busy this few days...
cause we need to resign our signature paper from those seniors....
haiz....
tired...exhausted....
slept at 3am every night but woke up at 7am every morning since last week...
haiz....
already felt that i am not feeling so well....
hope that won't get fever because of not enough sleep...

somemore stil got two assignments to go...
haiz...
assignments...assignments....presentations....presentations.....
tired....
stil new in those assignment and presentation...
haiz...
really don't know where we can start from....
haiz...

Today...at last finish, the signature section....
erm...
although not fully get the sign from seniors...
but stil satisfy with my result...
haha...
just like my form6 orientation...
miss it very much...

and i just heard seniors said about the environment here...
made me cry for the 2nd time since i am here....(when called daddy)
'popi..popi'....(chinese will understand gua)
no wonder 7pm to 8pm we cannot step out of our hostel...
OMG...
i taught here was clean cause just about 17 years of history only...(others maktab already about 60 over years of history, me here was the newest maktab in whole Malaysia)
but who knows...
our block...
the most often block that will hapenned...
cause there were some experience from seniors...
very very scared...
that time...i really regret that i was here...
really very very scary...
somemore the room on both side of mine are blank too...
scary....
that time i really very hope someone can accompany me talk to me (even through phone also ok already) so that i won't so scared...
but.......haiz....
made me go anywhere also want someone to accompany me already....
haiz...i very no use larh.....:(

Monday, July 27, 2009

Winday day? Rainy day? Moody day?

Morning...
woke up early morning...
we had our assembly as usual...
it was hot....
Sun 'shines' upon us...
Hot..hot..hot...Sweating...sweating...
at last assembly finished...
and we had about an hour+ break before our class start...

One hour later...
Kemahiran Belajar class...
we had it in the library...
Sososo......SIENZzz.....
and the weather started to change....
windy day....
wah...nice...
haha...what a nice weather....

but...its seems that i am wrong...
not windy day...
but rainy day...
huh...
after the BC class...(finished by about 12.15pm)
we can back to our hostel until 2.30pm....
after finished my lunch, reached my room already 1.00pm...
just left about 1 hour for me to rest via sleep...
quickly setle down myself...
fall on the bed....
Very tire...sleeping worm already come and find me...
but...
my brain...keep on thnking of others else....
thinking of him....(miss him very much)
and also miss the gor gor that always called me mui mui (Ying Kwong) lol...
haiz....under blur blur situation...fall asleep...

Yimei...Yimei...
someone called me...
woke up from the nap...
haiz....
feeling not so well....
Pouring outside...
and i also 'pouring'(flu)
my nose......like a clown already...(ugly)
sorethroat bacteria also visit me...
and feeling dizzy....
haiz.....
have to 'tahan' until 6.30pm...
night somemore have gathering for our hostel...
haiz....
Moody....
Miss him very much......

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Study life starts...

20th - 23th of July

our study life starts...
morning 8am start having class till 4.30pm...
(but of course got break larh)
still not suit with the study life yet... cause its a big different compare with form 6 study life...
lucikly i still quite like all my lecturals...
haha...
so....
still ok larh...

just a bit dislike is...
we need to walk a long distance only reach our class....
huh....
somemore under hot weather...
i turned black a bit already....T_T
but at least everyday walk here and there can help me keep fit larh...
haha....

23th....
waiting for the class to end then i can go back home already...
haha....
happy happy happy....
and tomorrow can meet my friends...happy....^^V
miss them very very very much....and him too.................

Saturday and Sunday....

Saturday and Sunday...
we can go out...
cause din't have class....

just like normal life actually...
so...
we planned...to go shopping...
haha....
saturday went to Summit, Batu Pahat....
1st time go shopping all by our own without parents in a strange place...
haha...
at there...
among girls in my class...
i can be said that i am the most brave girl....
cause i dare to do those things...(to ask others how to do this and that)
i am still strange there...(my friends also)
but if i din't make myself brave, to ask other strangers (taxi driver,salesgirls and some others else) about the place here...
how i going to know the place here...
so.....
haha...
my friends here always say me very 'geng'
lol.....
but i dare to do those things,
1stly, need to thanks my mum who trainned me become a people that don't always rely on others....
and 2ndly...
need to thanks to those my form6 seniors...
after the orientation week...
i felt that i changed a lot....
last time...
i dare not to communicate with others who is elder and strangers...
but after the orientation week...
i can made it...
so...
when came to here, Johor...
i can made myself here very well....
hehe....
a bit happy and proud with myself...
haha....
'paiseh' ya...
haha.....

then at the shopping mall....
back with small big small and big plastic bags...
haha...
bought some formal shirts...

Sunday...
went to another shopping centre...Batu Pahat Mall....
bought those things that we need...
after finish shopping already, then go back lorh...
nothing special happened larh.....

4th and 5th day in IPTHO

Nothing to say for the 4th and 5th days at here...
everything just continue on with those boring talks...and those activity which just repeated and repeated....SIENZz.....

and i chit chat with new friend....
we are so 'gam'...
haha....
so told her about my previous life...
and she told me....
actually there is another meaning of exchanging tie with senior...
at first i just tought that its just as a memory to keep...
who knows....
she told me that it get its own meaning...
which means...
exchange tie is to express your feeling towards the person..
and if the other side, he/she accept which means, he/she accept you....
Oh My God....(how....??)
forget about it larh....forget forget forget forget.....
haiz....
don't know what will he think about that.....
OMG...!!!
don't think already....

and at last....last day of our orientataion week....
good good....
haha....
we were free........yeah....!!!
^^V

3rd day in IPTHO

Woke up early morning...
but i was late bcause of over slept...
haha...luckily i was fast...reached Balsis, seniors stil haven come...huhh.....
then our boring class start...
fishing there..what the lectural said i totally din't in my brain...
(no choice, 2 nights not enough sleep already
2nights + up, just slept for 4 hours only...
haiz...pitty me...lol....
Malaysia new born Chinese Panda...
hahaha....)

After that, went for morning exercise, and then we had our breakfast..
We were told that we need to wear formal dress for the next activity which is...
again....boring taklimat...(2 hours for that...)

What the stupid rules for this that this and that...
everythings have to be long (i mean our dressing)
shirt : din't pass elbow...reject...
haiz...
my shirt all din't pass also...
need to rebuy...
skirt : din't pass my knee...reject...
haiz...
also need to rebuy...
Oh My God...
no Money liao lorh....

after the taklimat, we had our lunch and rest...
activity continue on with boring taklimat again...(spent those time sms with YingKwong...haha)
and all the time just spent like that...BORING....
Dislike this orientation week...
not only tire but totally not fun...(why not fun at all?)
maybe bacause of form 6' orientation week much more fun than this...
although we here also got signature section...
but compare to form6's
form6's is much more better than here...
(start missing those seniors and friends, family and also him again...)

Night..mummy called..ask me about here...
everything was fine here...
Already start to suit here slowly...
(not people here larh...just the environment here)

*i break a record...*
which is...
i din't open water tap already...
(cause last time when i miss my family and friends,i will cry...
but now...even i very very very miss my family, friends and him...
my tears also din't drop at all..haha)

this few days night sleep very well...
hehe...cause with the company of the tie, and also my lovely pillow and bosters...
haha............

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

2nd Day in IPTHO

Woke up by 5am as what i told...
after prepared ourself...
gather at Balsis (Balai Siswa)...
then we had a small talk while waiting for those Malay friends back from sembahyang...
then we have morning exercise and jogging...
haha...
we have to do it every morning for this week, Minggu Pengurusan.
haha...hope during this whole week exercise can train me to be stronger..
+ with everyday walk up and down the stairs, to and back from a place to another place...
so...hehe...^^ (keep fit)

after that, we had our breakfast..the food here quite nice...
then we had boring taklimat again before the open ceremony of our Minggu Pengurusan.
Boring...
thinking of this Saturday should i go back or not...
haiz...
wondering and thinking and wondering...
very hope this saturday can go back home...
to see my family...friends...seniors...and hopefully him larh...(but it's imposible..i know)
still also don't know got back or not larh...
haiz....
miss everyone very very very much...

1st Day in IPTHO

Huh...
woke up early, went to Johor...
And there, my new study life starts...

When reached there...
1st impression of the institut...
big...and luckily still new...
haha...
because i was late...
so...i missed the 1st taklimat...
after the taklimat, we went to our hostel to register....
and i am so lucky that i can same room with Kezin...(we know each other since primary school)
went up the room...
quite unlucky cause we are in the middle of two blank rooms...
a bit not feeling good with that...
right stepped inside the room...
the size of the room not too small...
there are still have a big cupboard, bed and a big study table...
but very dirty...
so....
started to clean up the room...
time shows 2pm...
have to go for registration already...
so we went for that and leave the room for my family to clean up...
hehe....^^
after settled down all the registration things, we can went back to our room...
wow...it changed...changed a lot...
haha...clean (cause with the help of my dear family and Kezin's family)
(thanks to them a lot)
after prepared ourself...
we need to gather and here...our orientation week starts..(we here called O.W as Minggu Pengurusan)
and my family went home...
haiz...din't say goodbye to them also..
(cause too rush with the time...so sad...T.T)

haiz...
now already start to miss my form6 life very much..
miss my form6 orientation week where i knew all the seniors and him...
at here..the orientation week was so so so so boring...
taklimat taklimat taklimat...
eat eat eat eat eat....
taklimat taklimat taklimat taklimat...
boringinging...............

and we were now trainee teacher..
so everything that we do must be mature..
must act like we were professional...
haiz...
unlike form6's orientation week where we can play all around during that...
but here...
NO!!!
we must be matured...
Oh God...
its quite hard for me to change suddenly...
Everything...either mentally or physicaly also...
haiz....
miss my form 6 life very very very much...
miss all my friends, seniors, and also....................(know yourself larh)

bored untill 11pm...
only can back to our hostel...(activities end at 11pm)
after finish arranging my things already 12am...
somemore need to wash my clothes...
everythings settle down at 1am...
tomorrow still have to wake up by 5am...
Oh God...!
not enough sleep loorh....

Monday, July 20, 2009

I am Back...

haha...
hihi everyone...
long time din't update my blog already...
and now i am back...
very very very busy in the first week of the maktab's life...
because of the orientation week....
haiz...
the orientation week made me miss my form6's life very much...
because during orientation week all of us were busy...
so i just wrote down what i feel on a paper...(not yet post it here)
(but will post it soon...)
now (for a while) posting here just to let all of my friends know that i am fine here...

wondering why i can posting here?
hehe...
u will find the answer on my chat box there....hehe^^

its time...
need to leave...
post my orientation week's details soon...
cause will be bringing my own laptop here...
so...
i try my best to update about myself everything here...
take care everyone...
i will take care too....
good luck...^^
Gambatee....:)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Moody day

Haiz...
yesterday night...
cried until fall asleep...
haiz....
not yet go already very miss all of my seniors and friends...
haiz...
can't imagine if i go already...don't know when only i can stop crying...
haha..(this 'ku bao')
(but i promised to seniors, don't always cry already, so i will try my best to be stronger)

today woke up with panda eyes...
haiz...
yesterday cried until what time and fall asleep i also don't know...
somemore yesterday dream of all my firends and seniors...
haiz...
so din't slept well and still very tired...
so...
whole day felt moody...
haiz...
hope to see him for the last time again...(today)
but i know that its imposible...
so...
have to 'tahan' myself from missing already......T_T (although its suffer T_T)

went to Klang Parade...
to buy sport shoes...
luckily...
don't need waste too much of time..
i found one...
it cost RM50...
huh...
expensive...
but then its worth larh...

then wanted to go back already...
felt moody...
the mood to shopping totally gone..
but mummy said wanted to go Giant to buy somethings...
so followed lorh...
and GeowShin message me that he saw me...
haha...
but i din't saw him also...
(i am very blur)
he told me that he got called me...(Oh God...i really din't heard it)
(sorry ya GeowShin)

then back home...
straight away fell on the sofa...
in just one second...(its true, only one second)
i met 'zhou gong'(fall asleep)
Lol...

after woke up...
only felt better...
good mood only came back a little bit..
but...
haiz............(don't want to say already)
miss him and also all seniors and friends....

tomorrow going to Johor already...
seldom can post my blog already...(cause not bringing laptop there)
but i will try my best to update it.....
and also seldom can online already...
so...don't forget me ya even i din't call or message you all....
i won't forget everyone also...
take care everyone...
and i will take care of myself too...(don't worry about me)
just wait for me to come back...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The day that i won't ever forget in my life...

Morning...
woke up early...
the day that we had planned days and days...
at last came...
P.Seni's telematch....
HIGH SCHOOL OLIMPIK.....
when i saw those seniors and friends' expression...
when they couldn't found the buttons that i wanted...(really nearly laugh out loudly)
lol....
my checkpoint got so difficult to find the buttons meh?
haha....(seem like quite difficult)
haha
cause myself also cannot tahan the cold...
haha...
paiseh ya dear seniors and friends...(but hope u all enjoyed the PROCESS)

and at last...
our task finish...
(although its a bit complicating for the games...
but really hope you guys enjoy the time with your friends)

after that...
went to KP with committees...
had my lunch at food court...(with VernTze, ShuWen,KeihKee and one more whom i don't know his name..haha)
then went down to MacDonald to meet others seniors and committees...
chit-chatted for a while...
then followed SuSin,SinYee and ChzeHsien to the pemborong there to buy things...
after that...
went home...

right after went home...
haiz...
need to clean up my bedroom...(every week have to do so)
then went to take my new spec...
haha
feel a bit weird when i start wore it...
but hope it will make me look nicer larh...^^

then after prepared...
waited for ChzeHsien to come...
fetched me to the Koperasi's MP...
well...
my friends were there...
after prepared...
started to eat...(steamboat..yummy)
and at there...
i received a small present from my dear friend..ShuWen...
thanks ShuWen...
i like it very very very much....^^ (nearly cry again...haha...)

after finished and after let those seniors blow the cakes...
senior wanted us to intro ourself infront...
lol...
think of how to escape myself...
and...
haha...
lastly, escaped from that bacause i still needed to take my 'tong' back from ChorYau...
so...
went to SuSin's house with YiLin to take the 'tong'

When recahed there(SuSin's house)....
wow....
committees played untillllllllllll...........
Oh My god...
creamy....
haha...
at first taught that after take my 'tong' from ChorYau,
wanted to go home already...
but.........
ChorYau gave me a photo...
MTE's photo...
i was the first one who get this photo, he told...
that time...
i was very touched...
thanks very much...
and suddenly i get 1 last request....
hope to get again those committees' signature...
since now i already knew most of them...
should get their sign cause during OW, get their sign under blured situation...
and also don't know them yet, that time...
so i hope to get it again...
so......
waited for them...(watched them played..laughed...enjoyed)
and at last....(after wait for some times)
my hope was full filled...
get most of their's sign...
very very very happy and touched...
(my 1st badge of seniors...thanks to all of you...take care...i won't forget all of you de...and don't forget me also orh...^^)
this was the most unforgetable night that i will never ever have it again...

cause at here....
i get the sweetest memory...
(thanks to those who gave me a sweet memory)
and tonight...
i cried...(happy and sad tears dropped)
this time totally cannot control myself already...
cried for the first time when i received the small little gift from him...
(luckily just YiLin saw my tears)
well....
thanks very very much to him...
its meaningfull to me...
and the second time was,before i back home...
express out my feelings to all of the committees...(said thank you to them)
and the water tap opened...(cried.....T_T)
really very thank you to all of the seniors....
i will never ever forget all of you that had gave me many my first time...
and also taught me a lot....
thanks....^^ T_T
love you all...
gambateh....

More than Enough....

yesterday night...
after settle down...(after cook dinner)
waited for mummy to back home...
then she brought me to the spectacle shop to make new spec...
haha....
a new looking of me when wore that spec....(just feel weird with it)
nevermind...
at least i looks fresh when wears the spec...
thats ok already....^^
and will get it by the second day...
so...
will wear it when to the MP of Koperasi the next day....

then after that quickly rush back to have my dinner...
cause after that i will have a date....
waited and waited...
at last ChzeHsien came...
after continue on with fetching KianAnn....
thats our journey.....
at first, i taught that ChzeHsien was just joke with me that we will be going to Bukit Tinggi for it...
who knows, its true...
well well...luckily i am ok with that...
haha...
when reached Bukit Tinggi...
wanted to meet with others committees...
but...
haha....
find them and waited them for 1 hours only we reached the place....
within the time...some funny things happened..
(not suit to tell out here...)(those who know enough already)
lol....
at last...
we reached...
went into the place...(Jeth ice-cream and coffee house)
something made me astonished was...
there were somemore two more persons waiting there...
lol...
well well...(nothing and don't know what to say)

ordered ice-cream...(my favourite^^)
the whole night....
just listen to those cute committees chit chat about their things and also...
had watched some 'movie show'(know what i mean larh...^^)
lol....
made me laugh until stomch pain and my mouth paralysis...
wahaha...
now only i know...
the true 'face' of those committees...hehe....

the whole night...
i was quite quiet....
not only that reason that...
another reason was..
it was my first time came out with seniors...
but it will also be my last time...
cause when went to Johor...
at there, many things will be much more diffetent from here....
and because this was my last time...
made me a bit sad...
so quite quiet that night...
cause i scared if i talk too much...
i will cannot control and cry again..(u know larh...i am so 'ku bao')
and at last...
going to go home...
and that time...
when my foster told me to take care and other else's things...
my tears really going to fall again...(luckily still under control)
(haiz...this 'ku bao, why kept on crying in front of him...@@)

the last day i saw him already....
and i still din't ask what i wanted to ask since OW finished...
haiz...
nevermind already larh...
really is more than enough already...(quite easy for me to satisfy)....

Friday, July 10, 2009

I get it....

today...
the last day for me in school...(i mean studying day in school)
although tomorrow still will be going to school to play...
but...
when think of it...
my tears really going to drop...

went to school with a very good mood cause i want to have a happy day for the last day....
very happy cause yesterday i had a good news...(for myself only larh)

reached school...
haha
after put my bag...
went to the car park there to meet YiLin and also Ying Kwong senior...
(to take photo with him but at last din't take larh)
lol....
haha
what a cute senior....

then went for short assembly...
haha...
today...
he was late...(i think)
on the way to the assembly point, i was checking my books see wether got left or not...
when i raise my head...
he was in front of me...
the first time i can see him from behind and so close...
enough for me as the last day i am here....

went back to class....
chit-chat with friends....
and again waited for recess....
recess....
went to collect money from those seniors for telematch one....
huh....
quite a easy job...(^^)
finished collecting....
and waited for the bell to ring...
that time...
i still not yet prepared to face the situation...
cause i know myself...
so...
i ask help from YiLin...
and din't get it...
she told me to do so after school...
so i must be prepared....
huhuhu~~~
(breath in breath out...breathing~~~~)

at last....
school ended....
and that time...
when i think of going to seperate with friends...
cannot have such happy time with friends anymore...
sad...
and my tears already going to drop...
i just try my best not to let it drop...
kept on telling myself don't cry...
don't cry...
but then when Chor Yau stared at me...
i cannot tahan already...
my tears dropped...T_T
(others who don't know sure feel weird and wondering why i cried)
when i think of going to seperate with those friends and those lovely seniors...
i cannot control...
haiz....(i really very 哭包)

after few periods for preparation...
i am prepared....
at there...
outside of 6A3...
i get it....(my last/small hope/wish came true)
that time...
i really don't know what can i say...(sad? happy? touch?)
just know my tears already dropped....
and wanted to thanks him very very much cause realized my last hope in the school...
thanks very much...
i know i will never ever forget him...(really)
din't have any regret already...
although i get many questions wanted to ask...
but...
seem he so busy...
so i just swallow those that i wanted to ask....
din't have any regret already...

then went for meeting...
haha...
ran two places for two meetings...
up and down...
haha
but before went back...
still get the chance to take photo with Ying Kwong senior...
haha...
din't have any regret already...
very happy that i get it....^^

i won't forget all of you, my friends and lovely seniors...
don't forget me also orh....^^
love you all....
take care.....
and....
gambateh in everythings.....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

What can i expect for...?

What can i expect for...?
What am i expecting for...?
left one day for me at here...(i mean in form 6 life)
haiz...
i should enjoy it...

well...
today i am in a good mood....
haha...
went to school early...
met YiLin at the car park...
and saw Ying Kwong senior pass by...
haha...
give him a hand with a smile...
he paid me back too....^^
what a nice day i had...
then went for short assembly...
talking about a senior with YiLin...
haha...only talked about why din't saw him for this few days...
haha...
who knows...
i just finish mentioned it...
the senior pass by...
LOL....
made me terkejut...
haha...
then back to class....

waiting for recess...
haha....
yeah...
i found 3 groups for the telematch...
at here...
really want to thanks a lot to those who will be going for the coming saturday's telematch...
especially those committees (haha cause most of them go)

recess...
eat bread again...
(no choice,who ask my purse just left RM2 and i need to use it for whole of today)
saw him...
haha....
few seconds before gave him a smile, still wondering...
should i greet him...?(at first don't want to do so)
but then i remembered what EeHuey told me the day before when chat with her...
so...
i turned back...
and give him a smile...
cause one day left...
don't want to have any regret...(although i will regret also) haha...
so................
he paid me back a smile too...^^(Lol)
thats already very enough for me from him...
what can i still expect for...
its already very very very enough....
i will enjoy the day left....

din't went back to class right after recess...
followed KaiLee they all to the upper 6 block to collect money and forms...
went back to class...
spending the time with doing nothing...(boring)
what teacher taught also cannot in my brain...
cause i will not studying for it soon...

at last...
finish school...
wanted to eat...
but din't eat...(no money already)
so....
straight away go pingping club's meeting with YiLin (although i din't joined it)
went there just to wait for my daddy to come...
cause if i din't followed YiLin, I will be alone...(i don't want)hehe...
so.......................

then my school day ended with my daddy came...
back home....
and now i am here...
haha....
with quite a good mood talking about what happened today here...
hahaha.....

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

2 days more with friends....

Today...
din't go to school...
huhh....
at least no need to face the problem for one day......
at least my heart felt a bit comfortable today....(cause din't see him)
woke up by 8.45 am something...
after prepared...
followed daddy out to settle my things for the Maktab Perguruan...
luckily there was no people...
haha...
don't need to wait...(i hate to wait)
after setlle...
followed daddy to his working place....
sienz.......

waited for about 1 hour or more...(i also don't know how long i had waited)
at last....
can go home...
haiz....
need to clean up the house....(small gotong royong for my house)
nearly forget that i need to attend my stuff's wedding tonight....
what to wear orh?
i don't know how to make up myself leh....
haiz....
don't care already....
later make a simple make up enough already larh.....

now thinking...
what will going on in school today....?
how was the meeting....?
later or tomorrow need to ask for the details already....

haiz...
left 2 days for me to school...
sad sad sad....
cause this also means that just have 2 more days only for me with my friends....
and after that...
totally din't have chance to see or even talk with him already...
i know i will be very busy + sien at Maktab cause not bring laptop there....
and i know he won't reply my sms when i sms him de...(so i won't do so)
and its also imposible for him to sms me automatically....
so........
haiz....
hope i can have a better life there...
maybe one day i will let it go....
but then, i know the day won't come so early....

i know myself....
when i step into the big hole...
i know it...
i won't forget and let it go so easily......

Unlucky day....

morning...
woke up early in the morning...
ealier then usual...
after prepared...
went to school as usual...
reached school....
met with YiLin...
cause the day before, we already well planned to meet before step into the school...
then went for duty...
that time...
i really very moodless...
why? (because of think of yesterday's things)
haiz...seem like actually i am the i.plstc
when told YiLin about my problem...
feeling wanted to cry...haha..(very no use)
that time...
i really wanted to forget all the things...
but then if really can do so...
i won't need to be so suffer now....
this was my first time...(so, really don't know how to save myself from that)

went back to class with a moody face...
haiz...
luckily there are my friends....
i only can 'tahan' my tears from dropping down when joke and chat with them...
my good mood only returned....

recess....
busy on finding place for the coming saturday...
and yeah...!!
i found 1 group of committees to participate on this saturday....
hehe...^^

and i already found the place that i want....
haha...
just wait for it larh friends...

finish school...
get Kelab Penyiaran's meeting...
after lunch...
went to 6A3...
and i am late...
they already on the half way....
actually that time i also very moodless...
just try very hard to cover it...
when others kept on mentioning i am going to leave here, i din't feel anything..
but when he mentioned it...
my heart...
tears bleeding inside...
haiz.....
when i only can let it go.....?
when.......? (felt that maybe need 1 or 2 years)
if can let me choose again...
i prefered not to step inside...
my first time's step...
its already a mistake....
haiz.....
anyone can pull me out from that....pls.....T_T

already very moody...
went home...
only realise that i lost something which is very important...
luckily daddy back that time...
if not i cannot in the house already....
found it everywhere...
and think hardly where and when i lost it....
its really gone....
Oh God...
why i am so careless...( i really very no use T_T)
haiz....
how...?
also lost already...
cry also no used already....
its the fate....
hopefully can get good news from my friend....(hope can find it back)

really an unlucky day for me....

Monday, July 6, 2009

Photos on the Day with my dear friends.....

~photo of all of us~



~the ice cream yummy^^~


~photo with cute JoeWay~


~photo with cute JoeWay & Esther~


~photo with KianAnn & Esther~


~photo with WengHou & Esther~


~photo in the '5 stars' toilet.....XD~






~photo with HueyHsien~


~photo with HueyHsien & MeiTing~


~photo with Esther~


~photo with Esther & YiLin~




~photo with Esther, YiLin & WeiMay~



look at the cute JoeWay...haha...a very cute pose....^^


look the table!the things that we ate...^^

Saturday, July 4, 2009

The day with my dear Friends...

suddenly woke up...
to find the money that given by mummy yesterday...
don't know where i put it...
found everywhere...
huh...
luckily...
its on my bed...
haha...
just rememberd that i hold the money slept yesterday...

then helped ah boy take bath...
huh...
luckily din't spent too much of my time...
i am in a rush...
going to 10.30am....
i still get a dating....

then Kian Ann came...
went to Klang Parade to fetch Wei May..
wow...
long time din't saw her already...
became pretty already..^^
then continued on with fetching Shu Wen and Huey Hsien...
wah...
they all wore until so pretty...
look at me..
this "cincai cincai" dressing....
Oh God...aiyah...don't care already larh....

reached Sunway...
meet Kai Lee, Mei Ting, Yi Lin....and....Esther^^
also long time din't saw Esther already...
haha....
she still the same...like last time....^^
then...
we went to the place that we going to have for our lunch...(ShoGun)
stil wondering...should we go for that...?
RM50 per person...(at last also in for that and its 12pm now)
huh...
lot of things to eat...
yummy...
the 1st time ate for so much...
we reached first...
so we eat first while waiting for Joe Way and Weng Hou...
1st round...already very full...rest for a while...
then Weng Hou and Joe Way came, Weng Hou came with a "dark face"
huh?
the situation a bit weird...
what happened?(Weng Hou waited Joe Way for so long?)
then we started the 2nd round...
haha...
still can in somemore......

huh....full again....
haha....
took a lot of photos with friends after eating...(for rest)
then hehe.....
went toilet with Yi Lin, Esther and Wei May...(go toilet also want to report?)
hehe...cause....
we do somethings in the toilet.......~~~took photos...
wahahaha....
(photos will be updated soon)

went back...
continued eat for the 3rd round...dessert....
haha...ate lots of cakes....
full again....(rest again after that)
chit-chatted with them while resting...
felt that mouth too blank...
haha...
find somethings to eat....
so went for the 4th round...
dessert again...
yummy...
i like it...
haha.............
now really very full...
the last time...cause cannot in somemore already...
+ with....
now already going to 5pm...
WOW...
we sat there already for about 5 hours...
haha......don't know what to say about all of us...

then went to take photos with Yi Lin, Esther and Wei May...
wahaha...
all of us are in a rush situation...
din't used the machine before...
so...
photos are quite weird...
haha....but then its really a sweet memory before i leave here....
thanks friends...
thanks to all of you cause been giving me such a sweet memories...
then we nearly can't found Joe Way they all...cause we seperated...
huh...
luckily found them...
and what they doing on the shop there?
wanted to find it out...
but then been ask by Wei May to shop for shirts...
(mention to them before that i wanted to shop for formal shirts for my further studies)
so...
followed Wei May, Yi Lin and Esther...
haha...
but then at last i still din't buy any shirts...
just playing the shoes in the shop..
haha...kept on testing on the shoes...haha...
then went back to meet Joe Way they all...
and chit-chatted aside while waiting for Kai Lee, Mei Ting and....(don't know somemore got who already)(also don't know what are they doing)
and while waiting...
we took some photos again...haha...
(don't worry, photos will be updated soon^^)
and...
Joe Way really very cute...
he said one thing...
haha...
he ask Esther,she want a guy with 180 cm or....with 180.....kg....???
(laugh out loudly)
(at 1st, i still wondering on what he will going to ask...who knows...lol)
he is cute...
and somemore...
he made one action which is funny also...
haha...
he turned Weng Hou's head towards Huey Hsien... then turned his head to another side and ask Weng Hou don't see Huey hsien again...
(laugh out loudly again)
(only the person who saw the situation will understand what i tried to mean)
he really very cute...wahahahaha......
and at last...Kai Lee they all ok already....
then we prepared to go home...

reached home at about 8.30pm...
huh...
tired...
but then very happy cause can spent a happy day with my dear friends....
thanks to all of you....

then went to Econsave to buy things....(for me bring to Johor)
haiz...
need to bring a lot of things...
heavy....T_T
and the day for me at here just left about 1 week...
haiz....
sad sad sad....T_T

Friday, July 3, 2009

Learnt and Know many things today...

Went to school as usual...
then get a short assembly...
then senior came...(before backed to class)
ask me wether want out to take photo or not...
of cause i want...
cause yesterday din't have the chance to snap photo with the camera...
yesterday just learn know how to arrange their place...
so...
went out right after i put my things...
at the assembly point...
seniors taught me a lot of things..(on how to use camera)
and i learnt much more...
haha....
next time can play with xiao jiu's camera already...
hehe^^

spent the half "day" at the assembly point...(to take photo)
chat with seniors a lot...
and learn a lot of things from them...
not only about how to take photos...
but also about the personality on ourself...
thanks ya Ying Kwong, Leong Chin, Weng Kit and Kai Jun seniors....^^

then recess...
walk here and there...
hehe...
to find friends to join the telematch that will going to held on the 11st of July...
(those who study in High School, view my blog already must go lorh..hehe^^)

after recess...
PA period...
teacher get things to do...
so she left the class...
hehe...
took some photos with
Huey Hsien, Shu Wen, Yi Lin, Joe Way, Kian Ann and Weng Hou...
lol...
funny....



Shu Wen and Huey Hsien~~


Weng Hou~~


Shu Wen,Huey Hsien, Joe Way and Kian Ann~~


Yi Lin and i~~



Lol...Big Family...???~~






what are they doing???~~

Chemistry period...
haiz...
fishing there...
cause really very boring....
hehe...
curi curi eat sweet in class...
if not my head really pok on the table already...^^
at last....
finish...
finish school...
stayed back....

stayed back for meeting...
huh...
finish meeting...
no transport back home...
waited for Kian Ann....
bored...
and saw Chor Yau...
followed him to the form 6 block...
sienz....
then went to see the pingpong competition...
wow...!
very long time din't see pingpong competition already...
although its just a small competition...
but...
its really fun...(although just sit beside to see only)
and haha...
those seniors look very handsome and cool when playing pingpong....hehe^^
i myself also like pingpong very much...
haha...
actually learnt ping pong before...(erm...about 8 years before)
now ask me to play...?
huh...
cannot already larh...
haha....

then waited for Kian Ann...
haiz...
and saw those seniors...
they asked me wether wanted to follow their car cause 'gam gam' got left one place...
haiz...
i chose to follow...(thanks ya seniors...all of you are nice)
no choice...
want go home help mummy finish her assignment....
only know that...
wow...
quite lot of seniors also stay in klang utama...
haha...
like Chze Hsien...
just stay beside the small salon that i often go last last time...
and also near my tuition place...
haha...
somemore one thing is...
Yin Yin senior just stay behind my house...
lol...
totally don't know even i stay here since young...
haha...

After dinner...
start to prepared my things...
listed out wht i need to buy...
and also start pack my things...
cause going to go soon...
need to start packing...
if not...
i will be in a rush....

today nothing to mention about 'him'...
haha...
cause also no used already...
so just let it be...
i also don't want to think so much already...^^

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Morning...
reached school on time...(of cause larh)
haha....
because of it was raining...
so we can escape from the short assembly...
straight away entered my class....
and i met Chin Min senior and Siew Fern at the stairs there....
they informed me to go to A4 to help one of our senior celebrate her birthday...
before that we gathered infront of the koperasi...
and...
so lucky...
haha....
saw him just reached school...
gave him a big smile with a hand...
haha....
quite haapy to see him...^^

then after settle down the senior's birthday...
went back to the class....
prepared my things... then straight away went out...(to tapak perhimpunan)
cause i am in charge of the photo section of those clubs...
learnt many things from there...
already learnt how to snatch photos with a professional camera...
haha....
although quite not satisfy with our job...
but then stil satisfy with it cause all of us do cooperate well...
thanks to all of my teammates....^^

recess time....
have a piece of cake as my meal...
yummy...^^
then went back to class after recess....
started dreaming when teacher was teaching...
haha....
mood and heart also flew away already....

after school...
stayed back for Perjumpaan Kelab Penyiaran....
haha...
very happy.............

but then also felt sad...
when think of i am going to leave....(left 6 days)
really....
when think of that my tears really going to drop out....T_T

after that...
discuss with my group member about the task that been given by seniors....
nearly forgot about i have anothet meeting for Persatuan Seni...
huh...
rushed there....
and i am late...
but then luckily i am not the latest....
and our task seem going to finish after next saturday...
yeah...
hope that we can do it well and sucessful....
gambateh larh everyone....^^

then back home by bus with Chze Hsien, Kok Thai seniors and Kian Ann....
only knew that...
haha....
Kok Thai, Wai Kit and Leong Chin seniors know my art teacher....
haha....

and hope the friday that Chze Hsien told me, i am "On"...(but mostly "on" (can) larh)

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

small/last wish/hope....

today...
went to school as usual...
then short assembly...
after that back to class....
hehe...
today a bit different cause all of us wearing ties
(for about 15 minutes only larh...^^)
cause we going to take our class photo...
and very lucky that i get the chance to take the last photo we my classmate...
thanks a lot...

in the class...
very boring...
already know that i going to leave here soon...
and what i will going to study there is totally different from here...
so...
where is my mood...
where is my 'heart'...?
already fly to somewhere else...
haha...
waiting eagerly for recess time...(hungry)

at last...
can break...
and actually i wanted to go to find him...
but then when i saw him with a gang of his friends and beside him there are some girls...
so....
i din't do so...
after finish my bread, just sat there waiting for bell ring...
and he called me...
asked wether is it i get anythings to find him...
actually no...
just because i going to leave here soon...(left 7 days only)
so.......

and my friend gave me an idea...
which is exchange our necktie...
and i hope i can have the chance....
this was just only a small wish or hope before i leave here...
really...really hope that won't get rejected...
thanks a lot if i get for it....

luckily dad called me ask wether am i back already or not...
cause....
if not,really din't have transport back home again...

check for my things...
and haiz...
a lot to be prepare for my registration....
need to have a medical check up....
need to fill in those form....
need to post those things in only 7 days...
need to...........
(many many more...don't know how to tell it out here....)
haiz....