2 days more with friends....

Today...
din't go to school...
huhh....
at least no need to face the problem for one day......
at least my heart felt a bit comfortable today....(cause din't see him)
woke up by 8.45 am something...
after prepared...
followed daddy out to settle my things for the Maktab Perguruan...
luckily there was no people...
haha...
don't need to wait...(i hate to wait)
after setlle...
followed daddy to his working place....
sienz.......

waited for about 1 hour or more...(i also don't know how long i had waited)
at last....
can go home...
haiz....
need to clean up the house....(small gotong royong for my house)
nearly forget that i need to attend my stuff's wedding tonight....
what to wear orh?
i don't know how to make up myself leh....
haiz....
don't care already....
later make a simple make up enough already larh.....

now thinking...
what will going on in school today....?
how was the meeting....?
later or tomorrow need to ask for the details already....

haiz...
left 2 days for me to school...
sad sad sad....
cause this also means that just have 2 more days only for me with my friends....
and after that...
totally din't have chance to see or even talk with him already...
i know i will be very busy + sien at Maktab cause not bring laptop there....
and i know he won't reply my sms when i sms him de...(so i won't do so)
and its also imposible for him to sms me automatically....
so........
haiz....
hope i can have a better life there...
maybe one day i will let it go....
but then, i know the day won't come so early....

i know myself....
when i step into the big hole...
i know it...
i won't forget and let it go so easily......