Unlucky day....

morning...
woke up early in the morning...
ealier then usual...
after prepared...
went to school as usual...
reached school....
met with YiLin...
cause the day before, we already well planned to meet before step into the school...
then went for duty...
that time...
i really very moodless...
why? (because of think of yesterday's things)
haiz...seem like actually i am the i.plstc
when told YiLin about my problem...
feeling wanted to cry...haha..(very no use)
that time...
i really wanted to forget all the things...
but then if really can do so...
i won't need to be so suffer now....
this was my first time...(so, really don't know how to save myself from that)

went back to class with a moody face...
haiz...
luckily there are my friends....
i only can 'tahan' my tears from dropping down when joke and chat with them...
my good mood only returned....

recess....
busy on finding place for the coming saturday...
and yeah...!!
i found 1 group of committees to participate on this saturday....
hehe...^^

and i already found the place that i want....
haha...
just wait for it larh friends...

finish school...
get Kelab Penyiaran's meeting...
after lunch...
went to 6A3...
and i am late...
they already on the half way....
actually that time i also very moodless...
just try very hard to cover it...
when others kept on mentioning i am going to leave here, i din't feel anything..
but when he mentioned it...
my heart...
tears bleeding inside...
haiz.....
when i only can let it go.....?
when.......? (felt that maybe need 1 or 2 years)
if can let me choose again...
i prefered not to step inside...
my first time's step...
its already a mistake....
haiz.....
anyone can pull me out from that....pls.....T_T

already very moody...
went home...
only realise that i lost something which is very important...
luckily daddy back that time...
if not i cannot in the house already....
found it everywhere...
and think hardly where and when i lost it....
its really gone....
Oh God...
why i am so careless...( i really very no use T_T)
haiz....
how...?
also lost already...
cry also no used already....
its the fate....
hopefully can get good news from my friend....(hope can find it back)

really an unlucky day for me....