Satisfy???

So...
Am i satisfy with only a "hi"
Before that i said that i din't hope anythings from that already....
as long as can let me see before i leave already enough...

Today, i was busy with those tasks of the clubs
and also busy with my things...(cause going to leave soon)
i am going to Johor..and my temporary post in those clubs how....??
so...
walked here and there...(to settle my things)
Actually i saw him at the Malay canteen...
but because of too rush, so i just let it be...

Huhhh....
at last my things settled already...
at last can sit down properly and eat slowly already...
(cause before that walk here and there with a bread in my hand looks weird and funny)
sat at the bench facing Koperasi...(so don't know who and what is behind me)
someone called me...
Wuii...
There....
and a "hi" i get...
if not mistaken...
this was the 1st "hi" that i get automatic...
+ with a broad smile from him since O.W
so....
am i satisfy...???
after finish eating...
i turned back...
and he passed by...
wanted to pay him back a smile...
but...
haiz...(don't want to mention about it already larh...)(just forget about it...)

Back to class...
i was dreaming, what teacher taught totally can't in my brain...
keep on thinking...
My problem...?
or...??? (i don't know)
i know i should appreciate the time that left..(only 8 days left)
how...???

then stayed back for Club Seni Photo....
to learn about the camera...
haha....
then saw again...
i kept on staring at him...
but then....
same situation...
so....haiz....
just let it be larh.....

after back from tuition...
went home...
and just trimmed my hair....
very very very short...(so looks funny)
haha....
looks like a primary student's hair style....
haha...^^
but then nevermind larh...
i am still me although my hair just like a primary student...
don't laugh when see me oh....^^(laugh also nevrmind already larh)
^^

Hope will like today...

Morning...
still went to school as usuall although i already can stop for it...
but then i stil going cause i still i want to see my friends...
my seniors...

i really hope that the coming 1 week plus i can everyday also saw him like today...
although cannot talk to him...
but at least let me see him even from far also enough already....

like today...
during recess...
i was having my meal standing aside...
cause just eating bread...
so don't need to sit...
then my seniors came...(Chor Yau and Vern Tze)
Chatted with them about my things...
about my plan for my future and my thinking of my future...
then i saw him...
siting...
erm....
in front of me...
but then a distance away...
i saw him...
actually i wanted to say "hi" to him...
but when i looked at him...
he din't saw me...
haiz...
nevermind larh....

afternoon...
stayed back for Persatuan Seni and Kelab Seni Foto meeting....
he also one of the ajk in the club...
so...
get the chance for me to see him again...
but he looked tire...
with a moody face...
so hope he can rest well...
and i also wanted to say "hi" to him...
but still the same situation...
he din't see me...
and there was a girl beside him...
make me dare not to do so already....
felt that i really very timid...
haiz....

sometimes i am wondering...
why i can be more closer with others but not him...
is it my problem?
haiz....(sad sad)
nevermind...
i already very satisfy...
can see him for the last 2 weeks enough already...
i dare not have any hopes....
like that already enough...really...

sometimes i really very admire my friend, S.W....
dare to express out her feeling...
i am a passive girl...
so just can only sit here and tell it out without letting others know who is he actually....
and i am going to say goodbye soon..
i don't want to make both of us awkward...
just left it to the fate....

after those meeting, and very lucky that i got tranpsort back...
haha...
thanks God....^^

26th and 27th of July

Morning, woke up early...
After ready, waited for Kian Ann...
then reached school on time...
went up the bus...
and ur journey start....
the journey took about an hour to reach...

Our camp started after everyone reached...
after given a talk and after been distributed into groups,
we went to our campsite to choose our tent...
but...
i was unlucky cause my friends and i din't have a tent...
not enough tent...
no choice have to share with others first...
after settled down ourselves, we had an ice breaking activity....
its fun...
we made two circles, and turned around the circles,
while singing different language of song....
nice....cause can know many friends...

After lunch, we spent our times by discussing our group's flag and presentation that will going to represent after that...
Then...
before we start our jungle trekking, we got to overcome those checkpoints...
those obstacles...
at first, we needed to crawl in the very small but dirty river...
Aiks...
i hate it....
and the facilitator very cruel lorh!!!
still laughing aside....
Well...
nevermind...
just let it be my experience....
then here came the lake...
we jumped into it and needed to 'soak' ourselves in it...
firstly, the water level just reached my chin...
still feeling fine with that...
but when we were asked to make our whole body inside the water for 10 seconds...
i asked myself...
"can i do it?"
and the result showed that i failed to do it...
i nearly fainted because of not enough oxygen...
that time my brain was really totally blur and going to become black...
and my friends also "terkejut" when saw me nearly fainted in the lake..
luckily someone pulled me up...
and...
I am sorry my friends...
just make u all worried...
sorry...

after this...
we continued...
here came the first checkpoint...
we were asked to pick some dry leaves, made a small circle, and all of my group's girls needed to stepped inside with only one leg for about one minute...
luckily we did that sucessfully...
then we were ask to lie on the road with legs, hands and head bending upwards,
our group's facilitator pick some dry leaves, asked us to bite it...
(for how long i already forget larh)
Oh my God...!
i hate the facilitator...
HATE HATE HATE!!!

the second checkpoint...
to pass through the "spider web" without touching the string...
and the hole cannot be reused....
i was the first one who passed through
(cause i am the smallest size in my group, no choice...haha)
the first time whole body get carried bt others...
haha....^^
but...
my group's facilitator was not satisfy with our result although everyone of us passed it...
so we were been punished duckling walk...
while walking. we still have to make the duckling sound...
haiz...my leg going to broken....!!!
OH God...
HATE HATE HATE the facilitator again...


my group's facilitator...handsome?? haha...!!!


Next, before we reached the jungle, we ran up the flying fox place (but din't play it, so sad)shouted "facilitator we love you", then in time we needed to ran down...
haiz....my leg....
After that...
we reached the jungle...
we were asked to take a stone before went into the jungle...
then we came to a diverted road...
the facilitator asked us which road we going to choose...
my group chose the road facing right handside...
and hoorey...
we chose the right way...

At last...
came out from the jungle...
after a distance of walked, we reached the final checkpoint...
which is the activity called "jatuhkan diri"
this activity was we needed to fall our own down...
i volunteer myself...
i trust my teammate...
and safely i fall down...
its nice...
haha...
feel wanted to do it again...
haha....

finished the whole activities...
went back our tent and then we have our bath then rest...
then we have our dinner...

After dinner, we had those boring talk...
then we had the night walk...
which was we needed to complete our checkpoint by finding the place of the torchlight to get the answers of the questions and then get signature...
and very unluckily...
our group's candle was blown by those naughty facilitators...
need to get the fire back by being punished...
the first punishment was girls needed to exchange one of the shoes with another and boys needed to take off their shirt...

the 2nd time...
we protect our candle very well...
but stil get blown also...
at least we showed our team work....
that's good...^^
so sad...
we get punished again...
the second punishment was...
we were asked to drop our tears only can get the fire...
and here...
i helped my group...
i was the one who dropped my tears in only 1 minute...
haha...
suddenly felt that i can be an actor already...
can cry easily...
haha...^^
then we continued the night walk...
unfortunenately, my group just get only one signature...
din't complete the checkpoint...
haiz....
after the night walk...
here comes the most excited part among those activities...
which was....

Operasi Burung Hantu....
we closed our eyes with shirt, then we walk to one place with cleyes closing...
then sat there for hours to wait for our turn to go inside the jungle one by one...
my leg....
sat untill nearly cramp...
at first still feeling very excited and scared...
but then sat until what feeling also gone...
at last...
my turn...
excited...
but then not scared at all...
cos not so dark and at least got the rope for me to hold...
although those facilitator pretend like a ghost to scared us...
but nothing actually....
so din't have any feelings also...
just felt vry fun and wanted to play one more time...
haha...

at last...
the activity ended at 4am something...
this mean that we totally din't sleep...
at last can go back to the tent for rest...
2hours for us to rest...
God...
not enough lorh...
no choice...
woke up by 6am...
after prepared ourselves...
we gathered at the hall...
for the second days activities...
the last day here...
everyone was exhausted...
haha...
then we had our breakfast...
then a small show...
show by all the leaders of gropus...
haha...
funny...
then here came the groups presentation...
wow...
all the group did very well...
my group can or not...??(wondering)
my group's turn...
went up the stage,
and our show started...
LOL...
we just shouting all the time..("Wendy Wendy where are you")
haha...
and do those funny action...
luckily the audience still understand what we were acting..
they still got laugh means we did it...
yeah...
haha...
happy....^^

after the prensentation finish...
its time for us to say goodbye to all those facilitators...
and now...
felt that our group's facilitator was good actually...
haha...

after we had our lunch, we get back our phone then took picture with friends and my group's facilitator...^^...

Shu Wen and i~~

three of us...gang of red~~~^^



saw my mum's sms...
only knew that i get for the Maktab perguruan already...
how...
that time i very sad...should i go for it...??
and at last...
today...
28th of June...
i make my decision to go for it...
cried for few times...
felt very sad when think that will gonig to seperate with all my friends, seniors and my foster....T_T
and i still want to go school although already can don't need to school...
i want spent the time (two weeks more) with my friends and seniors...
hope this two weeks i can see him everyday...
that's already enough...
dare not hope too much that can talk, chat and play with him...
haha...
can see him even from far also enough already...
haha...
haiz.....T_T

The day before 26th of June...

Today, went to school as usuall...
After school, went to Joe Way's house, waited for the time...
7.15p.m., went to Taman Chi Leung for Biology tuition...
don't know what happened, all of us were very high...
(for our this high scool group only larh...haha^^)
Maybe because tomorrow will going to the camp and feel very excited..
that's why will so high gua...

On the way back home after tuition, Shu Wen asked her friend who already back from the 1st group of the camp about it.
when we knew that we are going to play those activities....
such as will going to make ourselves muddy......and........
Haiz...
really no excuse for don't want to jump into the lake?
Aiks...
dirty lorh...

When going to reached home, i only realised that my Maths textbook was gone...
where is it...
yo...
going to cry larh....
my book...
it cost about 30 over dollar lorh...
'kek sim'....'kek sim'....T_T

Really ill...

haiz...
already started high fever since yesterday...
but then i refused to see doctor cause i know sure will get scolded by the doctor again...
and need to eat so much of medicine...
so...
i din't go...
just ask my dad to buy me some fever medicine...
after dinner back home at about 9pm...
straight away went to sleep...
till today...

in school...
i taught i was recovered...
cause still can talk, laugh and played with friends...
who knows...
till the time of going 1pm...
i started to feel uncomfortable...
i know myself...
when i going to fever again...
what will happened to me...
and i 'tahan' myself...
till the Koperasi AGM ended...
luckily Kian Ann they all still not yet home...
so 'tumpang' his car home...
if not...
need to take bus again...
also don't know i will faint in the bus or not...
haha...

back home...
really nearly fainted...
but then i still have to finish up my homework before rest...
huh....
at last...
cannot afford it...
sleep....slept for a while...
only felt better...
then continued my homeworks till now...
don't want to do already...
i know my brain had stopped working...
so post up here...
but then still very blurred cause keep on typing wrong word now...

At last finish...

Today....
woke up at about 10.35 am...
quite late already...
hehe...
like a piggy...
then after that helped ah boy bath...
then rest fr a while...
then prepared waited for my daddy to back home...

After that, went to school at about 2pm...
for the preparation of the Perasmian for Koperasi on Monday...
every thing go on smoothly...
luckily nothing happened...
at last finished....
yeah....
and this was our art...





hehe^^

then back home by taking bus...
although i alone, still very scare...
scared what will happen like last time...
but then scared also have to do so already...
cause din't have transport back home...
and i am very lucky...
when i went up the bus...
i meet my neighbour...
Sze Hui and her sister...
i am so lucky...
at least get friends acompany me back home...
is safer...

and tommorow will going to Klang Parade to get prize...
^^ yeah...
can get somemore pocket money already...
at last the result of the drawing competition is out...
hope can get the 1st prize, so that will more money for it...
not i greedy...
is because now my pocket money really all finished...
no more money in purse already...
so......
hehe=D

wish me luck larh...^^

Sweet memories of orientation week....

My foster~~~




all committees and their juniors~~~







photos with committees~~~~











Group 1 is the best ^^~~~~~~



wore for one week's spider costume~~~~





From my foster...lol~~~~~~

Orientation week...

Day 5

the last day of my orientation...
feeling a bit sad because the time past very fast...
i really very enjoy the time with those committees, seniors and all my friends this few days...

then our activity started...
1) Penutupan Minggu Orientasi dan Penyampaian hadiah
2) Pemilihan Mr. dan Miss STK
3) Persembahan Pelajar Tingkatan 6 bawah
4) Sesi pengambilan foto

when i was discussing the dancing steps with my group's friends....
suddenly i heard my name been called...
whats going on?
now not Pemilihan Mr. and Miss STK meh...
why my name will be called...
Make me get shock...
under a blurred and nervous situation...
went up the stage and came down the stage...
huhhh......

then our performance...
a bit sad but also a bit happy for it...
Sad...,is because i din't dance well for it...
already long time din't dance...
and only two days for me to practice...
can't follow up the steps...
felt disapointed of myself...
Happy...,is because i tried my best in that and i can finished the whole dance...
thanks to my group members...
they helped me a lot...
and thanks to Jia Shin very much...
i am here to say sorry also if my performance is bad...
Sorry...

and when all the committees standing in front of the stage expressing their feeling...
my tears nearly drop down...(haiz...i am like that...very easy will cry)
feel proud of them...
all of them are the best...

afternoon...
stayed back again...
for koperasi meeting...
luckily just a while...
but then also no use...
after meeting, din't have car back home...
Mummy working, daddy working...
alone there waiting...
wondering should back by bus or not...
but then still a bit scared since last time's..................

luckily my senior phone me...
i only have transport back home...
if not, have to wait alone till 7pm only my daddy will come...
luckily....
huhhh.....

Orientation week...

Day 4

When 'fall in love" with the orientation already, always hoping for the day to come...^^
the 4th day...
at first
was the time for us to register our cocurriculum...
Which club should i joined???
i also don't know... i am greedy...
feeling want to in for all...
hehe...^^

After finished the registration...
we continue our signature's activity....
and again want to thanks my foster...
because of him, make me can get all the signature from teachers,committees,and seniors...
thanks very very very much...^^

then half way of the orientation, i left the hall. (wondering why...???)
hehe^^ cause get chosen in for the koperasi...
yeah...^^
so...
whats going on in the hall already?
i also don't know already...

afternoon...
stayed back...for performance practice again...
dance untill very desperate...
cannot follow up the steps...
what hapened to me?
because of too tired?
don't know...

after the practice...
straight away went to Taman Chi Leung for tuiton...
during the tuition...
i nearly fall asleep...(i am fishing)
really very tired..
only reached home at about 11.00pm...
huh....
1st time so late went home...
haiz....
exhausted...

Orientation week...

Day 3

the 3rd day of my orientation...
already "fall in love" with it...
Why? (cause started to feel that its actually very fun)
Early morning, brought many things to school...
heavy...
took the bag until my hand going to broken...
Whats inside? (sweets and chocolates lorh)
then the moment that i waited since yesterday reached...

yeah...^^
we can find our foster already...
But then after i stepped into the form6 block...
feel sad and tired...
ran up and down left and right...
kept on asking those seniors by giving sweet to find my foster...
after i had asked for some, i going to give up...
cause all seniors gave me different answers...

so...
i just simply went into a class...
hope i will be lucky, and my foster will be there...
after passing those games...
i reached the last stand...
that moment...
i dare not listened to what the senior said...
very scared that my foster was not there...
but when he told me that i am very lucky and when he ask me went inside to find my foster....
i very happy...
din't think that i am so lucky...
hahaha....^^

and at last...
i found my foster...
very happy to see him and very happy that he is my foster...
because, before that...
when he punished those guys on the stage...(the Mexican Wave)
i hope that he can be my foster...hehe^^(others committee don't angry...)
Actually i really hoped that all committees can be my foster because i knew...
actually all of them are nice...
just they need to make us cooperate, only kept on scolding us...
i knew they don't want to do so actually...

Then i started my journey in the school...
ran up ran down again to find those teachers, committees and seniors for signature...
Huhhh....
tired...
but then still satisfy with it...
thanks a lot to my foster-committee-senior: Heng Chuan...
thank you very very very much for helping me...
thanks..=)

Afternoon...
stayed back again...
for performance practice...
then straight away went to tuition...
haiz...TIRED...
that time, i missed my bed, pillow, and boster very much...
ZzZzZz~~~~~~

Orientation week...

Day 2

Haiz...
need to wear spider again for the whole day...
the 2nd day of my orientation...
these were the activities that will be going on...
1) Ceramah
2) Ice Breaking
3) Pemberian nama foster
4) Latihan menyanyi lagu sekolah.

it was quite boring during the talk..
but then when its turn for us to find our foster's name..its quite fun...
seeing those funny/weird/meaning full names given by those seniors...
i was thinking about...
who will going to be my foster??
keep on thinking and wondering for that....
who is Insignificant plastic???
and because of this...
i started to "fall in love" with the orientation already...haha^^
hoping that tomorrow comes faster so i can know my foster faster...
hope that tomorrow i can find my foster easily,
hope that my foster will be a nice person,
and i also hope that tomorrow's signature activity i can do it well...
get more signatures
(but have to do preparation also, by buying sweets and chocolates)

Afternoon, after school, stayed back for Koperasi interview...
With my confidence...
i can answer the questions that had been asked...
Hope i can pass for it larh...^^

(laugh out loudly) today too many hopes already...haha =D

Orientation week....

Day 1

Haiz...
the day i don't want it to reach at last it reached...
Today...
1st day of my orientation week...
when i reached school, already saw many of my friends wearing the spider...
suddenly...
feeling that..."is it funny??" ("No,it is not")
when you saw everyone also wearing that costume, what feeling will also gone...
and you won't feel shy to wear already...
haha...
at first,when wore the costume, felt very "pek chek"...^^
do anything also felt uncomfortable,
something is on your body and you stiil cannot take it off...
Oh God! very "ma fan" lorh....

Our orientation started...(in the hall)
and these was the activities for today...
1) Perasmian
2) Pengenalan AJK MTE & Ucapan Pengerusi MTE
3) Pembahagian Kumpulan
4) Ice Breaking
5) Latihan menyanyu lagu sekolah

i was in the 1st group and my group's committees were Jocelyn and Wei Shan...
they are nice..
but then i stiil not so suit in the grop,
because there are many new friends in my group.
i tried to communicate with them and luckily all of them are nice too..^^

then we was given a job...
which was we needed to make a signature book for those teachers, committees, and seniors to sign.
Haiz... not only that, i also had to draw our group's flag...
(drew it all by my own)
Huh....tired...
Because of this...
i still not yet 'fall in love' with the orientation...
haha....=D

Latest draws

My latest draws...
erm...
spend lot of time only completed them....
but then still have one more...
after i complete already only show it out larh....

My Chemistry homework...

haiz...
although already finish 90% of it...
but then really just leave it blank and Monday go school only ask others?
Monday will have the time?
headache...
because of the chemistry...
don't care already larh...
just left that two questions and a few sub questions...
don't one do it already larh...

huhhhh.....
try to make myself relax...
relax relax relax relax relax.....
don't think of Chemistry again larh....
Relax................Z.Z

today...after tuition...

morning...
nearly couldn't woke up cause yesterday i couldn't sleep again...
haiz...
so morning woke up in a rush...
luckily not late yet....
then went for tuition...
A1...
the first time i go there for tuition...
haha...A1...
really can A1?
hope so...

then went to Bukit Raja JJ...
wasted the time there for about two hours chit chating at McDonald....
just to wait for the time...4.30pm...
at last...
time past very fast...
haha...
can in for movie already...

the movie nice...funny......
haha...
the cute BOB...
like it very much...
"although i din't have a brain, but i have an idea..."
LOL...
cute and...Funny....
BOB BOB BOB....:D

My Holiday...

yesterday...
don't know why cannot sleep...
is it because of the TEH TARIK...?
maybe...
no wonder cannot sleep....
yesterday slept so late but then this morning woke up very early...
although its already 8 something when i woke up, and maybe it can be said that very late for others...
but for me still very early...
after settled down ourselves...
we started our jorney to KL...

my aunty back from England...
want bring her out for shooping at KL as she din't came before...
we went to Times Square...
i taught can play inside the theme park there...
who knows beacuse of my little baby cousin came...
so cannot cause if we go to play...
he sure will follow...
so...
no choice...
just can only shooping there...
bought two new shirts...
hehe...
a bit happy cause...
erm...
quite nice and...cheap also...
haha...
next time after i took the photo of it only let you all see larh...
after buying the shirts, went for a 5 minutes walk...
plannded to back...:(
then we went to buy something to eat...
for our tea time...
i ate a lot...
even my grandmother also 'terkejut' when saw me ate so much...
haha...
nevermind larh...
eat only lorh...
i also no need to scare i will be fat...
hehe...
sorry yarh say like that...^^

then they planned to play bowling...T.T
don't want can anot worh...
i also don't know how to play..
sure 'masuk longkang' one....
so...
i din't follow...
choose to stay at home...
hehe...
that's why can see me updating my blog now...
hehe...

yes...XD
later one of my uncle will 'belanja' us dinner...
maybe go to eat steamboat...
wah........!!
steamboat worh...
when think of it also feel hungry already...
hehe...
faster larh...
i want eat eat already...
(just ate for tea time, now still want to eat, later become fatty already...^^)
'paiseh' orh...
u all din't have...
don't jealous orh...
wahaha...

back from tuition...

just back from tuition...
i am exhausted....
tired....
low energy already...
but then still don't feel want to sleep...
so...
update my blog and find some friends to chat with larh....haha...

morning...
hehe...
i think suppose to be afternoon already...
hehe...
cause woke up by 12pm something...;)
then finish reading my novel...
came down...
continue the math question that i couldn't find the answer yesterday...
but then also could find the answer yesterday...
haha...
actually is i found the answer when i slept...haha....

then...
going to finished it...
haha...
just left 2 question of it....
then waited the time to past...
waited for the time to tuition...
then KianAnn came...
went for tuition...

now only back....
tired....

My interview...spider....

morning...
woke up very early...
why....?
cause i have my interview...
went there in a rush because of my father...
like a tortise, so slow....
cannot 'tahan' him larh....
suppose to be there by 7.30am...
but i reached there by 8.00am...
luckily when i reached...
the lectural just came out and called us go in....
luckily...

during the interview....
wah...
nervous....
1st...
we sat for a test for about 30minutes...
then we had our team interview....
which was...
they gave us a topic and want us to discuss among each other...
luckily i was ok for that...
but then....
i was not ok for the individual interview....
this is because i din't do any preparation for that...
haha....
how to do preparartion worh?
i already knew our Menteri Pendidikan...
that's enough already ma....
why must know his full name...
huiyo....!!!
at last interview finished...
then had my lunch with daddy and mummy at the EngAnn under tree's stall there....
ate till stomach goin to burst...haha....^^

then went to 魔力点子 there to meet JoeWay they all....
what lorh...
i reached already they still haven't reached...
luckily YiLin came first,
then JoeWay and WengHou only came out from cybercafe...
then the last two was Samuel and KianAnn....
We started to do spider...
1 hour,2 hours,3 hours past....
at last...at last....
hehe^^
thanks to all of you very much...
can be said that my spider already finished 90% of it....
haha....
Welcome larh Mr Joe...
Not only yours going to finish...
Ours also...^^

after that...
went to get my salary...
huh...
waited for one month...
at last can get my last salary already...
very sorry ya KianAnn...
have to let you waited for so long...
and very thanks that you fetched me there to get my salary...
if not i really don't know when i can get it already...
sorry and thanks very much....^^!

then reached home...
huh...
woke up early morning...
felt sleepy...
but still cannot sleep...
get to do my homeworks 1st...
haha...=)