worry...

haiz....
worry...
worry about my application for Maktab Perguruan...
cause before 1 din't get it....
now waiting for the result for appeal one....
then also worry about my form 6 studies...
when it reopen...?
then need bring what....
and many many many things larh...
haiz....
very worry larh...
who can help me worh....

my 7th draw...

this is my 7th art...
if get any comment on it...
just tell it out...
even bad or good...
i will accept it with a open heart...^^!!
thanks...

My voice...

Haiz...
my voice...
still not yet totally recover...
talk also a bit difficult...
not yet recover...
when can recover worh...?
miss my voice very very much lorh....

i already tried many ways to find back my voice....

100plus...a big botlle of 100plus...
chinese medicine...
枇杷膏 and 羚羊....
bottles of water....
why arh...?
still not yet recover...
fever somemore...
haiz....:(
i am very very very weak larh...

Haiz...suffer...

so unlucky...
cause of ate a bowl of maggie mee....
麻辣干捞
cause me now get to suffer....
the first time i experience that...
totally no voice...
cannot talk at all...
if talk...
the sound will be like a toad...
aiks...
Oh My God...
very very very suffer larh...
when can i recover back...
very miss my voice already....
cause...no voice really very suffer...
want to talk what also can't...
for the people that so talkative, out of voice really very suffer...
when talk also will asked by others don't talk anymore
cause my voice now really very ugly....
totally no energy to talk and also because of really no voice, can't talk already...
faster recover back larh...
if continue like that...
i only can express myself through here already larh...
can't express to others also...
Oh God....:(
SUFFER !!!

Back from competition...

Huh...
at last...
back from the competition...

Morning went there for caligraphy competition...
feel not satisfy with my caligraphy...
after that..took part in another caligraphy competition, but the difference is...
one using brushes to write...
another one is just normal, using pen to write...
just satisfy with the second competition...

then after that, took part in the Chinese Brush painting competition...
felt happy with that cause can be said that i did my best there...
A lot of people came and see me draw...
all also said i sure have chance to get 1st price already...
haha...
even i go and ask for a new paper, the workers there said very its too bad that drew wrong for the 1st draw..
hehe...
but then actually i din't drew wrong...
just because i already finish my first sheet..
try for the second..
like that only can choose the best one from all of it...

have to tell lie...
no choice...to get a new paper...
hehe...
sorry ya..all the workers...

i felt that i have the chance to win for the first price...
not i am too proud of myself...
but then its true...
not many opponent there...
and can be said that my two friends and i are the best there...
haha...
so...
we.......
win already...win already...
hehe....
waiting eagerly for the result to out...
month of June...
faster reach...
faster come...
faster...^^
and i will get the money of the price...^^

Worry...

Tomorrow going to have competition already...
get a little bit worry about that...
cause...
i am not confidence to myself..
although i already participated the previous one for two years already...
but still get a bit worry..
din't have confidence to myself...
just now practiced for it...
but still not satisfy with my draw...
just like lack of something in my drawing...
what is that actually...??
lack of the Feeling...?
or.....?

Haiz...
i also don't know...
hope that tommorow will not have many opponent...
hope so larh...

By the way...
i still need to find back my confidence first....
wish me luck larh....!!

'BubuChacha'....^^

Hehe...
waited for the whole night since yesterday...
at last...
friday reached...
the last day for me to work in this week...
haha...
why i am waiting for today to come because...
hehe......

Morning, i need to relieve one of the teacher's class cause she is absent...
standard 1...
those students are too friendly with me...
i very scare that i cant control them...
luckily i still can do it...

Huh...after an hour...
at last can step out of the class already...
wait and wait and wait...
12.05p.m...
hehe...
at last all student went to school already...
yeah..!
is teachers' free time now...
lets go...
'bubuchacha' 'bubuchacha'...
haha...

when back from the stall under the tree at Eng Ann there...
not only 'bubuchacha'...
haha...
but also a lot of others food...
wah...
when think of it also feel hungry already...
haha...

# 吃得是福 #

haha...
don't care so much already larh...
can eat such delicious food...
must feel satisfy already larh...
haha...
when fat already only manage it larh...
hahaha~~~

Today...

haha...
today...
enjoy...
went to the stall that just opened...
'da bao' some fruits back...and also a canister of pudding...
yummy...
waiting eagerly for tomorrow's 'bubuchacha' hehe...
when think of that also feel hungry...
haha...
'bubuchacha' 'bubuchacha'...
i very greedy lorh...
haha...
no wonder bcm fat already...
hehe...

A peaceful day..

Woke up as usual, but a little bit late cause today i am not going to Meru there, but is at Klang Utama here...
Near my house...
so...
bit late...
then bring my laptop there...
taught that there has wireless service...
can online already...
time passed very fast...
its afternoon...
afternoon class's students went to school one by one...
at last...
all went....
and i get the chance to online already...
haha...
key in the password...
in my heart pray for it...
hopefully can....
yeah...
connection sucessfully...
well well...
teachers there invite me follow them to the nearest shop to buy ice-cream...
of course i want to follow...ice-cream worh....
after back...
what happened?
why suddenly disconnect?
why suddenly can't detect the wireless connection service already?
Weird...
tried and tried and tried and tried...
well well...
i give up...
i tought that this afternoon won't be so boring already...
who knows...

when teaching...
joking with my students...
cause of today wearing our class designed t-shirt there...
with the words

I

S
6

told them that i have 30 over boyfriends and also show them the photo that i took with my male classmates...
haha...
they believe lerh...
standard 5 already still so easy to get played by others...
hehe...
but then...with this way...make me easier to teach...
at least i am not talking to the air...
haha...
they won't feel sleepy...
i very naughty lerh...
haha...
funny...

ill...

Haiz...
yesterday not enough sleep...
today woke up felt a bit different...
dizzy...
n lazy...
haha...
i tought i was just only not enough sleep...
afternoon curi curi sleep for a while at centre there, sure will be ok already...
who knows...
i felt cold for the whole day...
at centre there still all air-conditioned...
cold~cold~~
no choice...
i knew that i already started fever...
and i knew that its quite high...
but no choice...
cannot rest also...
have to 'tahan' lorh...
i also get used with that already...
started from this year, don't know get ill for how many times already...

back...
after cook...
and after dinner...
lay on the sofa...
straight away fall asleep...
really cannot endure...
wah...
very noisy...
my doggy...
please larh...
'Jie jie' ill larh..let me sleep for a while larh...
but get to wake up cause my mum's friend came..
with something...
no wonder ah boy so noisy...
orh...
hehe...
get things to eat already...
straight away full of vigour...
no wonder since i went to work..
my weight kept on increasing...
no..no..no..
get to control myself already...
if not my stomach will get bigger and bigger and bigger...
full of fat...
haha...

6th drawing..

my 6th drawing...
a bit different cause this is the different way to draw...
also part of sketching...
ok?
i don't know how to draw actually...
just simply drew and can see what i am drawing, enough...
haha...
hope it won't be weird...

Ysterday...
very enjoy...
i chose the 2nd wearing...
and the teacher there said very nice...
haha...
because of, this is our first time dressed like that...
the student there feel weird...
keep on laughing on all of us and they also wondering why today teachers all are so pretty...
one of the standard 1 student ask is it we will go somewhere else after work...
hehe...
we told them that all of the teachers will going to shopping after this...
cute students...
they believe..haha...
i also played with my standard 4 student, said that teachers all will going have a date with friend, so need to dressed well...
they also believe...
haha...
cute...and funny...!
really very enjoy...

afternoon, all of the teachers went to the Eng Ann stall there 'bungkus' a lot of food...
eat until we all are totally full...
although is full...
but still feel satisfy...
haha...^^!

Touched...

Very touched today...
when i check his bag...
eiii...??!!
he din't homework arh?
why can't find his homework arh?
it is imposible that he din't have homework..
when i continue check his bag...
i saw he did what i tought him the day before...
he did it...
very happy and touched...
at least he can do it...
he can do the 1st step...
and i hope he can continue on doing like that...
so that he will improve...
actually i very hope to help him...
a child without mother's care since young...
feel pitty to him...
so now...
i try my best...
as a teacher or as a elder sister like that...
give him more love...
care more about him...
hope he can improve...
but then i really very touched that he can did what i tought..
and...
i can comunicate with him too...
cause he din't talk to others...
and now both of us already step out the 1st step...
and i hope both of us can continue on...
hope i can help him more and give him more love and care....
a standard 2 student...

Have a good Day?

No...
Today i not totally have a good day as what he wish me to have a good day early morning...
actually early morning my mood was very good...
then till 3pm...
it started....
when step into the class...
still feeling good...
five minutes later....
Started shouted at those students...
what...??!!
din't do my homework for me still dare to tell me happily that they din't do...!
want to cane them...
angry...!!
finish shouting at 4pm...
entered another class again...
my God...
again...
din't do my homework...
!!!
now i know, last time when i am still schooling...
din't do homework, the teachers shouted untill the whole period...
thats the feeling that i had it today...
really can't control myself not to scold...

yesterday night...
Yuen Chuen came fetch me to the mamak near my house...
already feeling weird why suddenly ask me out...
hehe...
i am not wrong...
really get something...
and the things made me wondering for the whole day...
should or shouldn't i?
haiz...
don't know...
need to think properly...
think think think...

at night...
help mum to teach tuition...
shouted again...
Oh...my voice...
finis larh...!!

before end...
please larh...
give some opinion on which i should wear for this saturday as my formal wear to work...
which is better...?
1st will be weird?
or 2nd?

6th Drawing

My 6th draw...
ok...?
today teacher asked me whether i want to graduated from my sketching lesson...
wondering...
want or not...?
if i want, i have to draw two things together...
which is the box and its cover...
if i don't want...
no need to graduate lorh...
haha...
so now...
see...
what "road" i chose?
graduated or not?
haha...
does the drawing weird?
got slanted?
hope no lorh...
haha...^^!

Today...

"May...wake up...Faster help boyboy take bath larh...he very dirty already...faster go see him..."
blur blur woke up...
ran down...
"Oh My God....!"
Ah boy ya Ah boy why you diarrhoea...?
what happened to you?
haiz...
helped him take bath...
after that...
yeah...
went shopping...
bought many things...
haha...
nail polish...
different colour...
haha...
nice nice...
feel that since i went to work...
after knew Kay's sister and other teachers there...
i become a bit 爱美 already...
haha...
but because of them also make me have some change on myself...
haha...
v short, straight hair and long coloured fingernail...
haha...
now also wondering wan to continue wear contact lens or not...
but if i wear, will like barbie doll...
a bit weird...
so better don't 1st...
don't let others know how am i look without spectacle 1st...
haha...
be not pretty 1st, its better for me...
haha....^^!

Yeah...Friday..

Yeah...
waited for so long....
Friday...
at last Friday come again...
tomorrow don't need to work...
can sleep until late late already...
haha...
but i am not a pigy orh....
just because this week i din't get enough sleep...
haha...
if still not getting enough sleep again...
a panda will new born in Malaysia...
and...
can display in zoo already...
hehe...

At last...

Huh....
waited for so long...
at last...
at last...
can buy new shoes already...
at last......

Yesterday was April Fool...
i waited, waited,waited and waited...
from 8.30am till 10.45am...
haiz...
disapointed...
the principal din't called me also...
thats mean can't get my salary again cause...
later about 11.00am i will go to another center, won't meet the principal already...
"Today is April Fool, maybe the principal don't want to give salary on such a FOOL day"
that is the only way i calmed myself not to think about my salary again...
woke up middle of the night...think of when to get my salary...
"Is it tomorrow?"
Or...
"The principal thought that she already gave me my salary?" i asked myself.

Today...
in the morning..
moody...
cause wondering when will get my salary or the principal had forgotten...
8.30am past, 9.30am past, 10.30 past, 11.30am past, 12.30pm past, 1.30pm past...
at last...
at last...
at last the principal called me...
waited for 3 days...
at last get my salary...
haha...
not moody already...
after got my salary...
when teaching...
also feel happy...
hahaha....