Last day here....TT

Time always pass very fast...
so fast,
again...
again...
time to leave....
haiz....
so sad that i am going to separate with everything here again..

family, things, friends.....
haiz...
i will miss them, i will miss all of them, i will miss ()()() ()()()......

although...
i don't know what feeling is that,
i don't know why i have such feeling,
i don't know why will it be like that,
i don't know who am i in his heart now,
i don't know will it be possible or impossible as i wish,
(but i think it will be impossible)
i don't know what will happen next,

haiz....
it's the reality that our distance will be far apart again...
i don't want...

need to wait another two and the half month only can back here again...
haiz....

i don't want i don't want i don't want... T_T

but here to said that,
i will take care of myself over there...
so....
everyone don't need to worry about me...