whom i can believe

haiz.....
whom i can believe?
i really don't know....
now really hope that someone not from here (JB) can call me, listen to me quietly...
let me express out everything...
cause i already try the way to express out here...
but still not working...
tried before to borrow some time from others but seem like will disturbing them...
haiz.....
so still only can come here and express.....

haiz.....
can i do that?
assume that nothing happened....?

again....
a change on me....
a new year....
another change....
haiz.....

i keep on asking myself....
is it on mask, we only can continue stay in this world?
is it we must be selfish only can stay in this world so that won't get bully by others?
haiz....

now i really don't know whom i can believe anymore......
who can tell me???