Totally give up...?

Now...
i already totally give up...
its so suffer for me to continue on like this...
i should start a new life there...
so...
the feeling towards him should be forgotten...
and i tried...
hope i can do it...

just chat with him...
wanted to chat with him more...
but seem like nothing to chat with him...
why?
why with others like Ying Kwong i can did it?
but him....not really...
so....
i think for long...
and now, i made a decision...
i should stop myself from that and stop myself from thinking him again...
i should give the chance to others...
so..........
i am now trying very hard to give up...
gambateh to myself...
haha....T.T
its just my feeling without any response...
so its better to give up? (i think so)

(my feeling before i accept CC)