Another 18th again

It's another 18th again..
this mean that it's already 10 months for me..
10th months, it's quite a long period..
it's enough for a baby to be born..
Actually, it should be happy to see that "18 January" on the calendar..

But,
because of my silliness,
i had messed up everything =(

why am i so silly?
see...
what happen now?

a bad 18th for me..
nothing to say to me from the person although i already automatic send the massage..
haiz...
sad...
if for you, you sure will be sad too..
who doesn't hope can have the day happily?

Haiz...
Self-inflicted...

I'm SORRY~