Tomorrow

Tomorrow.....

stranger will be back...
how to face the stranger? (TSH)
haiz...

this time...
if the stranger mum come to us again...
i will block her outside my room...
or...
i will ask her out if she step into my room...
and....
i will say....

"Aunty, not i didn't respect you; refuse to talk to you; don't let you in my room, but, is my parents already gave me permission, don't bother you and your crazy child anymore..."

i will say this to her, i swear, i will.....!!!

and i already be prepared not to talk much to the stranger when see her...
(can i?)

if i softhearted again, mostly i can't...
how?

i don't care...
i will do that...
because i don't want myself cry and cry and cry again because of her...
this is not worth for me and of course for all of us to worry and cry for...

i don't want those who cares me worry about me...
especially my parents, all my family members and of course dear Weiwei

so....
i keep telling myself....
not to bother, pity and softhearted anymore (but of course is to her only)

i will be stronger...
=)