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2012-02-05T21:14:00.000-08:00

this is what i am trying to make myself to be:

this can prevent me from any troublesome...

this can prevent me from getting any hurt...

(* saw the picture from a post in facebook)

要惜福~

2012-01-21T08:06:00.000-08:00

有些人……

明明就是那么幸福，

明明就是生活的那么好，

但是抱怨却多多，

真的是生在福中不知福啊~

要惜福~

听到了没大小姐和大少爷~！

Countdown of Chinese New Year

2012-01-21T06:54:00.001-08:00

Waited for so long...

Finally~~~

It's dragon year~~

waiting for ang pau from family and also government (allowance) ><

i believe that,

year 2012,

dragon year,

will be a very good good year...
=)

wish all of you

have a good year and enjoy it...

Gong Xi Fat Choi

new purse + 1st 3D movie

2012-01-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

Short and quick and simple and memorable update:

My new purse~~

that's a big big big big present from my dear weiwei darda~

'like' it so much....

no, no,

should be...

'love' it so much~^^

Actually i planned to buy a new purse for myself too as my old one already broken...

but today, without any expectation, i got it...

when dating with darda,

he brought me to see those purse...

all were nice but the price even NICE...

although they already given some discount, and yet i still feel that they were expensive...

but darda want me to own a nice purse, and after choosing for the second round,

finally, i gain it...

taaadaaa~~~~

very happy with it...

but of cause not only that,

i was happy also because of i can have a date with my darda as it has been about one month that we didn't meet each other,

miss him so much~

beside that, i get my another 1st time again~^^

which is~~~

watch a 3D movie (Journey 2 The Mysterious Island) with darda~

well...

hmmm....

the movie is nice but......

the 3D spec was so heavy,

and i wear it together with my spec,

so, it's quite uncomfortable for me...

but, i stil enjoy it...^^

i do have a wonderful date today~^^

thanks to my lovely darda and darda,

i'm sorry for last night...

forgive me~

love you forever~ ^^ (*blush)

Didn't Mean For THAT

2012-01-08T01:47:00.000-08:00

Actually,

i didn't mean for that...

i know you knew it...

so don't need ask me...

there's a reason for me not to tell out...

the reason is...

i just hope you have self-assessment

Shooting Stars (Meteor Shower)~

2011-12-16T08:38:00.000-08:00

My first time...

it was so amazing~~^^

that night,

i had the feelings,

when i missed the shooting star but daddy saw it...

and also...

when i saw the first shooting star....

so nice and amazing~

the first shooting star which i saw it on the same time with daddy was yellowish in color and i really cant forget the situation...

although it was very small, but i still felt satisfy because it was my first time to view meteor...

and the second that i saw was white in color...

waited for about an hour, i just saw two shooting stars but daddy was so lucky, he saw 4 stars in that hour..

the first that he saw was green in color (mummy's favorite color) ^^

the second was white in color,

the third and the forth was the same as i saw...

the last stars before went into the house was white in color

brother saw it when he turn back...

he said that it was very clear but i missed it...

a bit jealous lo~

but it's OK...

still have the chance...

i'm looking forward for the next Gemini meteor shower in the coming year~

that time, i will remember to make wishes =) because this time i failed to make any wishes T.T

2011-11-27T20:58:00.000-08:00

“我忍忍忍忍忍~~~！！”

前些阵子

我就是这样告诉我自己的……

不想，

不看，

不听，

一切都不关我的事~~~

终于成功忍了下来，

佩服我自己~><

IQ, EQ, SQ

2011-11-27T20:44:00.000-08:00

I told myself,

"it's ok, nevermind~

you all just helping me to level up my emotional quotient,

also directly leveling up my intelligence quotient and~

social quotient~!"

"take it easy~"

i told myself that too...

面具

2011-11-27T20:14:00.000-08:00

这现实的社会中，

许多人为了不让自己受到伤害，

渐渐带起了一面隐形面具。

而因种种的经历，

我，

也开始带起了这面所谓的隐形面具，

去面对这个世界。

为的也只不过是……

不想再被人用那锋刃的刀，

刮花我这张天真美丽的脸孔。

我相信许多人也是这么的认为。

所以，

别怪我，

别怪我那不客气的

脸色，语气和作风。

见谅了。

只有在真正信任的家人朋友面前，

才能把面具御除。

因为真正信任的人

是不会让我受到任何伤害，

更不会在我背后捅我一刀的。

What she told, asked, advised and tought...

2011-03-04T22:28:00.000-08:00

She is right,
She told, asked, advised and tought me that...

She told:
someone that...
never or seldom tell out own thought,
never or seldom share out any experience,
never or seldom share out any opinion,
just keep quiet when everyone are chit-chatting, sharing our opinion..

She asked:
So, if you met the one, do you think that you are God, can read the one's mind?
can understand what the one's thinking?
Get the answer from your own heart.

She told:
if got any misunderstanding,
is also because of the one that is selfish, didn't share anything, didn't let others know about own-self...

She advised:
So, if you met such type of people, just tell them,
don't take all this and blame on others,
don't dissapointed on others,
don't said that among friends shouldn't have that when you don't know anything~~~!!!
think of yourself before you have any comment on others.
maybe for others, we are bad.

She tought:
tell them,
i don't mind.
as long as my heart and brain is better than yours,
that's already more than enough~~~!!!

Hahahaha, i think she is right~
totally agreed with her...

Valentine's day~

2011-02-14T21:20:00.000-08:00

Every year of 14/2,
we can see lot of couples having a sweet day, celebrating their own Valentine's day..
it's quite envy to see that sometimes when i was single and alone(><)

But now, i was not alone for this Valentine's day, i get my own sweet day also...
happy~ @^^@

thanks to my Darda for giving me such a memorable Valentine's day..
i do enjoyed it very much and my dear Darda, thanks for making my dream come true~

on the 11th of February, went to Malacca with RouXin, WeiKeat, ChooiLee and JinYong.
i was so happy as this was the 1st time i can celebrate my Valentine's day with my beloved..

Once reached there, checked into the hotel, i showed him the surprise that i made for him the day before..
a card which i spent lot of my time and put lot of my heart in it..
when saw his smiling face, felt very happy (><)
that night, as usual, we went to Jonker Street for a walk then had our dinner.
when on the way back to hotel, i felt so tired and my legs was so pain..
i joked with him, asked him to carry me on his back as my legs was so pain and tired.
who know, he really did it..
i never get carry by others on back, and this was my 1st time, i was so touched with his action..
Thanks Darda~

The 2nd day, don't know how come, i was hard to wake up.
maybe because of too tired as the few days before didn't get enough sleep..
slept till about 10am and i still can't really wake up from the bed, so he said that he go to 'dabao' lunch for me.
but once he went out, because of tummy pain, so i have woke up to toilet..(><)
after bathed, washed my clothes, tidied up the room and waited for my lunch on the bed..
10 minutes later after i called him, he was back..
when i opened the door, saw his whole face with sweat, whole t-shirt also wet wet, only i realized that he went to Dataran Pahlawan to buy our lunch - MCD
p/s: he bought 'fillet o fish' for me, kept forget that actually i like 'mc chicken' la~ my Darda, remember oh~ i like 'mc chicken' (><)
then he suddenly gave me something and said, "this for you"
i got a shocked when saw that..
so happy and touched again because he walked so far and bought me my lunch and bought me the little bear bear in the short period.
so heartache with his action but still happy with it..
Thanks again my Darda~

After lunch, both of this piggy went to our dreamland again till almost 3pm only woke up..
haha...
really wondering how come both of us can slept for so long..(><)
After that, we went to Dataran Pahlawan for shopping and movie..
i got my new formal shoes..(happy^^)
i like it so much~

After movie, went back to hotel and get ourselves ready for the date with RouXn, WeiKeat, ChooiLee and JinYong.
we wore our pretty dress and guys wore their formal shirt,
then 6 of us went out to take lot of nice and memorable pictures with those nice scenery..
it was the 1st time i did that (blush)...
after photo section, it was about 9pm, all of us then went to have our dinner.
then, all of us went to Dataran Pahlawan again for midnight movie..
but unfortunately, all of the show, isn't the seat too in-front, then will be the time for the show to broadcast was very late. so we canceled the plan to watch midnight movie.
we went to the big field at Dataran Pahlwan, the clock showed 12am something, but there was still got lot people sat on the filed, enjoying the wind blow and look at the stars in the sky..

6 of us chose a place and sat down..
i laid down beside him and looked at the sky.
we saw our star~
the sky was so dark but the stars were bright and quite clear..
both of us investigated the stars in the sky..
the wind blow, it was so fresh and cool, so nice and comfortable..
then we played on the big field, he carried me on his back, carry me, went for a walk around the field and so on..
it was what i had dream for so long to do with my beloved and now he made my dream comes true..
after played, we sat down, i laid on his leg, listen to songs and looked at the sky enjoying the cool fresh wind blow..
so comfortable, so peaceful and so enjoying..
the time showed 2.30am something, it's time for us to left there as all of us were so tired..
(i hope there will be the next time for us to go there and enjoyed like just now)

The 3rd day, which was the last day, both of us woke up at 10.30am something, then get ourselves ready and went to Malacca Central..
after settled down our luggage at the luggage center, we went to Jusco for shopping til 4.20pm..

it's time for us to back Johor and i was so sad that have to separate with my Darda~
almost cried out in the bus when the bus depart T.T and i will miss him so much..
i am looking forward for the next time to meet with him..

i got my 1st Valentine's Day, and it's memorable..
thank you my Darda for making my life colorful, thanks for making my dream comes true, thanks~
Happy Valentine's Day my Darda~
Love you always~
Miss you so much~
(blush)

Song~

2011-01-22T17:36:00.000-08:00

Last time which was modified by Milk Girl:

阿枚阿枚几时办嫁妆，我急得快发狂，
今天今天你要老实讲,我是否有希望?
虽然我是个穷光蛋,人又长得不怎么样,
但是你要想一想,看看自己的长相.

Now which was modified by Louis Lee:

枚枚，一定要怕，你是母老虎，
自己找食物，自己吃~
伟伟，一定要怕，因为枚枚是母老虎~
自己跑，自己躲~

(><)

Another 18th again

2011-01-18T02:55:00.001-08:00

It's another 18th again..
this mean that it's already 10 months for me..
10th months, it's quite a long period..
it's enough for a baby to be born..
Actually, it should be happy to see that "18 January" on the calendar..

But,
because of my silliness,
i had messed up everything =(

why am i so silly?
see...
what happen now?

a bad 18th for me..
nothing to say to me from the person although i already automatic send the massage..
haiz...
sad...
if for you, you sure will be sad too..
who doesn't hope can have the day happily?

Haiz...
Self-inflicted...

I'm SORRY~

Update~2

2010-12-19T19:59:00.000-08:00

Well, that day can't update all of it in once,

so now let's continue for the second update~

Back From Malacca ( Driving lesson and Driving Test) :

hooray~^^

i have got my driving license.

it's so great for me that i had dream for many times,

and finally my dream comes true, i can drive already..

yeah yeah~ ^^v

First day of driving lesson:

WOW~

i really got a shock when i went there, aunt already called me go for big road after a few rounds on inside road...

what~~~???

i really stunted at there when she asked me to do so...

i was so nervous as that just my first time driving

ya~

it's a real car but not a game car (pong pong che)

the whole way, i just kept quiet as i really nervous,

10.45am, aunt asked me to drive back..

Huh~ finally can go home already...

but, drive back home? really?

on the road there's a lot of car, so scary...

but, at last i also drove back safely..^^v

once reach home, i told my mum happily, mum also got a shock with it...

Second day of driving lesson:

early in the morning, when aunt came and fetched me, she already asked me to drive there,

well, i was still nervous, but at least not as nervous as yesterday already..

as first day, aunt asked me to practice drive for the big road...

after many rounds of practicing, finally can go to inside to practice for the hill, side parking and also three point turn..

aunt just sat beside me for once then she went down the car after she taught me how to drive for the hill part..

she then ask me to practice myself..

What~??!!

this was the part that i worry and also dislike the most..

i kept slide down the hill..

i knew the technique -- drive up slowly, reached the pole, step on the break, pull up hand break, control the oil and the break, and let go the hand break, then go~

but, i always scare that i couldn't reach the pole, so kept slide down...

so shame of myself.

after a few times of practice, it's time for me to back home.

same as yesterday, drove back home safely..

Third day of driving lesson:

same as yesterday, aunt came and fetched me but asked me to drive there.

as usual, after few round of practicing on the big road,

today, aunt asked me to learn all of the three parts.

after she taught me the way of driving on those three parts, she went down the car again and asked me to practice myself...

at first, i kept on forget the technique of the side parking,

aunt kept yelled at me as i kept do wrong,

but finally, i got it, and could have a nice parking after few times of practice.

the part that i like the most was the three point turn.

although it used up lot of my energy, but, for me, it's the easiest part...

i could master it after one time of practicing..

proud of myself on that part only...

haha...(><)

today was the last day for me to practice, and the coming day will be the time of trial..

what??

i just drive for three day then can went for the trial and if pass for the trial, i already can sit for the real test?

i told aunt that i can't make it..

but aunt asked me to go for the trial first then only manage..

Trial day:

i was so nervous as i still not OK for the hill part.

the other two i already have the most confidence on it but for the hill part, confidence = 0

saw few number of people slide down the hill...

and it's my turn...

took a deep breath and go~

drove up the hill slowly, reached the pole, step on break, pull up hand break, control the oil and go~

yes~!!

i did it, didn't slide down...

huh~

after that i don't need worry for the side parking and three point turn part so i did it quite well.

haha (><)

Forth day of driving lesson:

i asked aunt for me to keep practice the hill part and aunt agreed with it.

so, the whole day i was just practicing for it...

on that day, i can do the hill part quite well and so, not that worry for it already..

and aunt also knew that i am nervous for it, kept asked me to relax...

Real driving test:

i was so stressed up because of this and it even cause my period to be late,

so can be seen that i really worry for it..

finally, 3rd of December...

woke up early morning and waited for aunt to come and fetched me.

on the way there, aunt kept asked me to relax relax relax~

i told her that i will only relax after the whole test..

haha

it's my turn and firstly is the hill part...

the car was different with aunt and it's nice to drive, so i think i can pass for it..

haha...

as usual, reach pole, pull hand break, raise hand, control the oil, and GO~

YEAH~^^

i knew i already pass for it (><)

then come to the side parking -- great job,

three point turn-- great job

Haha, i pass for the first part already~^^ hooray~!!

waited for so long for the big road part...

bit nervous but i think i did quite OK for it, so...

the final result...

Tadaaa~

i PASS..

hahaha~

hoooray~

just two weeks then i got my license...

HAPPY~

RELAX~

Update~1

2010-12-18T06:35:00.000-08:00

come back my blog and see~

oh~ my friends are updating their post but me...?

so now...

lets look back the days that i spent meaningful during this holiday~

Before Back Home for Holiday ( 17th - 20th) :

went to Malacca for few days trip with ah mate, hsiu, suffie, vincent and rouxin..

met with him at Malacca Central, and spent those days with him together with all my dear friends...

as usual, reached the hotel and waited to check in, but,

since we reached there earlier, so have to wait until 12pm..

while waiting for the time, we went for our lunch -- Baba Laksa (Malacca famous food)

i had waited to taste the delicious food long time ago...

it's so yummy~ feeling want to have it again right now (>.<")

then, check into hotel and rest.

After that.......

After that how already?

i have forgotten...(>.<")

what i remembered was:

--> always walk for the whole trip...

ya, just keep walk here and there (>.<)

--> went to Dataran Pahlawan for many days

--> i spent my days happily with him ^^

--> first time saw him eat super spicy sausage till mouth also 'bengkak'

--> first time do mask together with him

--> first time watch a scary movie with him

--> first time went to a grave yard (Bukit Cina)

(with ah mate, hsiu, vincent, rouxin and suffie)

--> first time have a night view of whole Malacaa with him on Taming Sari (so nice~)

--> i bought myself a pretty clothes at Jonker Street ^^

--> i get my 3rd early birthday present from my dear friends~

(ah mate, hsiu, yoga, suffie, chai jie. Thanks to them very much~^^)

--> first time so unlucky

(my toe's nail drop out and bleed,

head got knock on the fan and light's switch and get a 'pau',

shoe spoiled cause been stepped on by him,

all happened in one day)

--> first time had a long journey bus back with him

these are the things that i remembered as now is thinking back and write, some might be forgotten, but i think just like that (>.<)

A Surprise

2010-10-17T19:17:00.000-07:00

16th of October
Night

he told me that he will come to my house to give me the notes, and i was so happy as can meet him..

17th of October
Morning

woke up by the alarm and waited for him..
but, received his message that he couldn't make to meet me and give me the notes.
i was so upset as i really missed him a lot..
thought that i can meet him before i back Johor again...
who knows...
but i can't do anything also...
then, as usual, we chatted...
but, when in a message, i told him that i miss him...
he replied:
"miss me? wan c me? come out la~
(><)
when i saw the message, i just got "?????" in my head..
huh?
what did he meant with that?
looked out from the window, there's nobody also, my dear ah boy also didn't bark.
he sent a message and asked me to come out again..

walk out from my house...
looked to the right hand side of my house...
eeeeeerrrrr~~~~
he was so naughty, bluffed me that he couldn't come but now he just over there..
yor~~~
he hor~~~
^^
so happy that i can see him before i back...
<3 him so much la~~
^^
what a big surprise i got...
happy~ @^^@

Update

2010-10-17T18:24:00.000-07:00

* requested by someone, so update over here.
hehehe =p

8th-10th of October

another memorable days for me again..
the days before 8th of October, i kept mentioned to my roommate:
"still got 10 days..."
"still got 8 days..."
"still got 6 days..."
"still got 4 days..."
"still got 2 days..."
"still got 1 day..."
and when it's 8th of October, its different, which was:
"still got 4 hours..."
"still got 2 hours..."
"still got 1 hours..."
and finally...
the moment that i waited for long came...
stepped on the journey to Malacca...@^^@

after waited for an hour, i received his message that asked me to go the taxi place there...
and at last...
the one that i missed for long was in front of me...
missed him so much..
so eager to get a big hug from him but couldn't as there was the public place...
with room mate, 3 of us took a taxi to our destination.

after settled down, all of us went for our dinner..
because of he was too tired, so we went back earlier for rest after dinner.

the next day, we went to the Dataran Pahlawan for shopping.
i got some result during my shopping
hehe...
bought 2 new t shirt for myself and also a t shirt for him^^
then, met up with my friends.
yc, yoga, he and i then went to Taming Sari as 3 of them except me, didn't went to Taming Sari before, so brought them there.
it was nice because went up there with him@^^@
the feeling was different when went up with friends and someone special@><@

after that, we met Vincent, RouXin, JinYong and ChooiLee, that two pairs of sweet couple..
had our lunch with them and during the lunch, i got to know something about him...
haha...
which is, he dislike sweet potato...
hehehe (><)

after lunch, both of us went to find the shop which Vincent they all recommended...
found it and we had a piece of melaleuca cake...
it was so so so so so yummy...
believe me, you will faint when the cake melt inside your mouth...
so delicious..
i will have it again when i go there next time..

after that, went to meet with all my friends to have a movie..
the first time i watch a movie till almost fall asleep...
erm~
i think already fall asleep..
haha...
at first i taught that just both of us felt sleepy, who knows, after came out from the room, only knew that all my friends also fall asleep for it...
haha...
is it a boring movie?
you will find out the answer when you watch it...
hahaha =D

then, we went back for rest but before that, we went to a pet shop...
Oh~
the puppies were so cute~
love them so much larh~
but so sad that i couldn't have any one of them...

night, at first he was lazy to walk to Jonker Street for our dinner..
but because of an incident, we lost our nice yummy dinner (cheese cake),
so, at last, we walked over there.
ate lot of yummy food there...
oh~ my little tummy, expand again...
hahaha (><)
before back, we went for Nyonya Laksa as our dinner...
so delicious and now when recall back, my saliva is dripping..
so hope to have a bowl right now...
after our dinner, and because of tireness, we couldn't wait for my gang of friends, so we went back first..
and that's all for our day and the day ended with our snoring (><)

here comes the day which i don't want it to come..
the last day of our journey..
have to separate with him again and i knew that i will miss him so much again...

morning, before check out from the hotel, we went for chicken rice ball as our lunch and again..
i knew something about him...
hahaha...
he dislike sour drink too...
hehehe..
looked at his face when i asked him to give a try on my drink..
hahaha, so cute (><)
then, what a crazy action that all the guys did...
cheers with chili...
my god...
then he so cute again which made all of us laugh..
a cute burp after the cheers..
lol~ XD

then, after check out from the hotel, we went to the Aeon shopping center opposite the Malacca central...
shoppedg for about an hour then we had to back to the central for our bus...
i nearly cry after went up the bus...
have to seperate with him again...
T.T
i don't want larh~~~~
but no choice...
time doesn't stop...
i will miss and <3 him even more...
and i will look forward to the days we meet again...

here comes to the end, that's all of our 3 days 2 nights stories..

2010-08-30T16:16:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a time didn't express anything over here already...
but...
here i come again...

Few days before...
i angry...
i jealous..
i sad...
and cried on you...
ya...
maybe i think too much already...
after a big cry, after cooling down myself...
i convinced myself not to think about that anymore...
u said, i not trust you..
actually not..
is just i have no confidence on myself...
i not pretty as others, i not clever and smart as others and i have many other weak points...

i kept on thinking of what mummy told me on that night that i will never ever forget..
is that possible for me to have you..??
or it just another joke that the God play on me again..??
i don't know..

last time..
i opened the door of my heart and let others to come in..
and what i get??
the feeling that full of sadness, feeling of heartache, feeling of disappointed etc.
on that moment, i closed the door of my heart again..
i told myself that i won't express anymore on others..

but...
is you...
is you that got the key to open the door again..
is you that let me to have this choice..
i was wondering that time...
is it just another sweet dream for me?
if yes...
i rather to sleep forever and not to get up from the sweet dream as i already gave you all my heart..

it seem like not just a sweet dream..
its real...
you gave me many first time...
and it's such a sweet memory for me that i will never forget...

that day...
after i successful made myself not to think about that after the cry..
i suddenly got a feeling of release..
i was happy that time..
and that's why when i saw those photos, i didn't cry as u thought..
i thought that i am strong enough to face those already..
i thought that i got back my confidence again..

but...
now...
i am so regret to see that..
the words of "hug so tight and sweet" kept on running in my mind..
ya...
i still very cares about that...
although you had explain everything..
but that time...
i didn't heard anything as i was afraid to know more about it...
i am so regret that i on and saw it...
i rather not to know all about this..

i just felt that i am so selfish, hope that everything of you just belongs to me..
and seems like i am wrong..
i lost all my confidence again..
and finally...
this hamburger opened her water tape again...

she cares everything about him...
she loves him with all her heart and she kept on ask herself that...
will she get what she want?
and now...
what she can do?

an answer from her heart...
what she can do is just continue to love him...
no matter how...
she still loves him with all of her heart...
and even that he is just the joke that God plays on her,
she will also just accept it..
who ask that he got the key that successful opened the door in her heart again...

Tips to grow taller..still have chance for those before 25 yrs

2010-08-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

未满25岁的同志们，都有机会再长高5厘米。只要是人类,背脊或多或少都有不正常的弯曲。如果把此种(不正常的弯曲)矫正,则各部的关节会伸长,使你的高度增加,你不要小看一个关节由弯曲到伸直能长多少,人体的关节有那么多,积少成多,当然可观。因此,从事于这种美容体操的人日益增多。只要每天施行3次,3个月之后,最少能长高3厘米,体态会变得婀娜多姿,可以说是一举两得的美容体操。

(一)并拢两脚,笔直地站立,把一条腿向后移开半步,然后把上体向前弯曲,不要弯膝盖,使手指能触到地面为止,如此,连续做15～20次。这个动作,可以使大腿及膝盖的线条优美柔和,令左右两腿匀称。

(二)两脚打开30～60厘米,挺直地站立,把一条腿向后退半步,然后把上身扭曲,使指尖能够触及另一侧的脚趾。并连续做10～15次。这个动作,可以使两腕的线条优美柔和,腰围缩小,并矫正脊椎柱的弯曲。

(三)两脚打开60～70厘米,把一条腿向后退半步,再抬起双臂,与肩膀同高,然后把双臂水平地向后甩去。向长腿的方向扭转7次,向短腿的方向扭转4次。这动作,可以使腰围紧缩,体态娇美。

(四) 面向墙壁,保持30厘米的距离站住,一条腿向后退半步,脚后跟张开,让足尖朝向内侧,再把两手按在墙壁上,挺起胸部,以臀部向后突起的姿势,并拢着两个膝盖,曲伸双腿。连续做20～50次。这个动作,可以让股关节有了转位,能治好两腿不匀称的毛病,而且能使腿部线条美丽。

(五)做一个长度十几厘米,阔度约有手腕两倍的腰枕系在腰部,把一条腿向后退半步,深深地坐人椅子里面,再把肩膀向后面靠去,挺起胸部,连续做20次。这个动作,能治好疲劳及肩膀酸痛的毛病,并可以收缩腹部。

(六)拿起一条绳子站立,把一条腿向后退半步,然后,以这种姿势,有韵律地跳跃60～70次。跳绳是一种很好的全身运动,不仅对健康及美容有很大的帮助,同时能收缩全身的肌肉,增加身高。

(七)正坐在小腿上,把一条腿的膝盖向后退3～5厘米,两肩向后扳开,手臂笔直地向上举起,以此姿势,把上体向前倾倒,尽量贴近地板。连续做20～40次。这个动作,是矫正猫背最有效的运动,不仅能使背部挺直,同时能美化腕部的线条。

(八)坐下来,用布条将两膝盖上部绑好,两手抱住小腿,让一条腿的膝盖与另外一条腿的膝盖保持平整一般高,再利用两手拉身体弯曲,使下巴触到膝盖,连续做20～30次,这个动作,可以拉紧臀部肌肉。

(九)做过上述8项运动之后,暂时不要解除膝盖上的布,用一个枕头垫在背部,伸直两腿,躺上15分钟。如果你具有冷症,夜晚可以绑着布条入睡,如此,经过一段时间即可把冷症治愈。对于猫背及O型脚的人来说,这些是最有效的运动。

能增高的食物如果你现在尚未满25岁(最好先确认你的骨骺线没有闭合),那么只要你遵行下面所说的饮食方法,仍然有机会再增高一点。要想增高,应该多吃蛋白质,尤其是含有中"胺基酸"的食物,如:面粉、小麦胚芽、豆类、虾、螃蟹、贝类、海藻、牛肉、鸡肉、肝脏、猪腿肉、蛋、牛奶、乳酪及深色蔬菜等。

Jealous, Angry, Dreaming and Sad..

2010-08-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

Jealous, Angry, Dreaming and Sad is because of you...

I jealous is because i love you,

I angry is because i care you,

I dreaming is because i am thinking of you,

I sad because i don't want to lost you...

everything is also because of you..
it's just because I love you very much...

JW i core100 (WeiWei)
i love you very much with all my heart...

2010-08-24T22:14:00.001-07:00

i really doesn't meant anything with my previous post...
just saw it from facebook from one of my friend's link and it said about things that girls mostly don't know about guy..
just to keep it and maybe will use it up in the future to counsel anyone that face some problem..

just that simple~

Really???

2010-08-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
Guys go crazy over a girl smile.
Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Boyfriend needs to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
Guys get jealous easily.
Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?! …Uh… never mind…” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
Guys are good listener when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases

Do you know?

2010-08-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

Do you know,
for a woman to wake up early in the morning,
under a messy situation to face her loves one,
Great COURAGE is needed.

Do you know,
for a woman to be naked in front of her loves one,
Great Love to her love one is needed.

Do you know,
why a woman like to sleep back to you?
this is because she dislike to see your back as she scare the loneliness.
if you hug her sleep for the whole night, she will feel ease for the whole night.

Do you know,
woman will take every of her relationship as her first love,
and also every relationship as her last relationship in her life.

Do you know,
a woman jealous not because of not trusting you,
but is you are too good in her heart and,
she does not want the beauty to reflect in the eyes of other girls.

Do you know,
the woman that really love you,
every time after mad with you,
she will turn away and weeping.

Do you know,
when a woman cry and walking on the street and
doesn't care about what others talk about her,
this means that her heart has been 'dying'

Do you know,
woman will only nag the person she really love and
only will play her temper in front of her love one.

Do you know,
woman's caprice and her bad temper, actually is just flighty to you,
she is just hope that you will cares her more.

Do you know,
if a woman does not love you,
she won't angry and mad with you,
she will not cry because of you,
because she will not have the ability to do that in front of the one that she doesn't love.

Do you know,
when you leave her alone,
she will feel fear and
will have high expectation that you will not leave her alone.

All of this is because she loves you more than herself.

so,
guys，cherish the girls beside you.
they pay off for you without asking any return.
so,
guys, love them with all your heart
don't disappointed them
because once girl serious in love,
and once they lost it,
it will just like they lost the whole world already.

My weekend~

2010-08-02T23:43:00.000-07:00

it has been a long long long long time i didn't come over here to express anything already..
why?
hehehehe (><)
just because of my laziness and because of the line in institute too weak and cause my mood to write my blog lost...

30th of July - 1st of August

i will never forget the days i had..
it's such a nice and sweet memory for me..

went to Malacca to meet him with two of my friends, Suffie and Rouxin..
the days that i had waited for long...
and finally...
hehehe @><@

reached Malacca in the afternoon as we took the 2pm bus from BP.
Waited for him at the station then,went to the hotel after he reached..
got our room keys, managed to rest in the hotel before we went for our walk at Jonker Street.
i was very tired as i knew myself that i am weak because of the few days before got not enough sleep..
but, because of long time didn't meet him already, miss him so much, so.............
at 1st, we planned to go out for the walk at 7.30pm, but because of two of us,
hehehe...
haven't got any rest yet so the time changed to 8pm @><@

three days two nights...
we knew and understand each other a lot..
we shared lot of things,
we laughed together, we played together and so on....
and,
one of the funny things that i will never forget is..
when i taught him how to read those Chinese words as he just know some..
(laugh out) (n.n)
he very cute larh~
i still can remember one of the words, taught him for few times but he still can't recognize..
made me felt wanted to pinch his face larh~
then he taught me some foreign language as i m quite interested in it...
learn few words of the foreign language too...^^ (happy)

it was a wonderful time....
we went to eat lot of delicious food which are famous in Malacca such as,
Nyonya Laksa,
Asam Laaksa,
Nyonya Cendol,
Durian Cendol,
Chicken Rice Balls,
and many more...

but so unluckily, i am so weak and there's something happened on me which i wished not to happen..
the 1st night, i got gastric pain after we went for our dinner..
maybe because i had the Asam laksa when i am hungry..

the 2nd day, i got fever..
my God...
he don't allow me to eat those food which may cause my fever become worst...
wuwuwwuwuwu~ (T_T)
but never mind..
dear yummy food..
wait for me~
i will have you all on the next time i go...
hehehehe ^^

however,
although fever, but still felt happy because he is by my side taking care of me~
@><@
look at him that took such good care on me...
felt so sweet and nice~
thanks to him very much~
@^^@

and my dream came true^^
last time when i went to Melacca with friends,
that time i so hope that he is with me too, and now~
my dream came true..
so happy that we had the chance to walk the Jonker Street together as i wished,
and also so happy that we had the chance to have a short travel on the boat..
so nice~

there's a lot of things that we did together in the 3 days..
but, it's too much so, i skip some of it over here because of bit sleepy already...
but, the memory will always in my heart and mind...
i will never ever forget about that..

spent my 3days time with lot of happiness..
thanks very much~
so happy..
and now..
so miss n .... him @><@

pass my KPP test...^^v

2010-06-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

18.6.2010..
woke upo very early morning to go for my KPP test...
felt a bit nervouse when i reached there and saw those people who going to enter the room holding books...
what should i read?
i already look through the books for times...

finally...
have to enter the room...
well...
follow the instruction from the computer...
and i started my test...

well well....
when i was doing the questions, i started to feel released because those questions are from the books that i have done all the 500 questions...

the help that he gave also helped me a lot...
thanks to him very much..

come out with a happy face and released feeling...
although not 100% correct but at least i pass it with a marks that i was satisfy...
47/50
^^v

so happy because i just spent 2 or 3 days to finish all the Undang and the 500 questions then have the test...
and finally...
hahahaha...^^v

* 18.6.2010 is also another memorable day for me as...
already 3 months for me...^^
just who know this only can understand this...^^
and is you...
Dear Weiwei

After 11.6.2010 was 16.6.2010

2010-06-18T17:39:00.000-07:00

Another day...
16.6.2010...
a nice day i had...

woke up quite early...
well...
was another day for me to out going with him...
so happy as i could meet him again..
miss u so much...

he had the bus from his house to klang station,
then, from the klang station, he had the bus to my housing area..
so eager to meet him...
went out after his missed call..

the bus was full with people...
the crowded...
squeezing each other, crashing each other..
the aunty behind me kept on knocked on my head..
well well...
this is the disadvantage of SHORT...
couldn't see him in the bus because of the crowded...
finally got a sit after a girl went down...
and finally my sweat could stop dripping..

after about an hour of the bus journey, finally reached the klang bus station...
met with my mum's student's mum..
haha...
after talked with her..
went down the bus with him...

had a cab to the KTM
then, we had the KTM to Sunway...

we planned to watch Karate Kid when i heard from my ah mate that it's a nice show..
well well...
it's Wednesday..
no wonder the cinema was crowded too...
really a lot of people..
the queue was so long...
but, we still queued up to have a ticket...

finally our turn...
the cinema was almost full when it's our turn, but luckily still got few places..
after bought the ticket, we waited to enter...
another 1st time again...
he hugged me...
so tight that i could really felt his heartbeat although i am on the other side..
this made me felt safe and could felt his existence...

we were the 1st that enter the cinema when it's on...
found our places and had our sits..
in the cinema, i had some 1st time again...
there must be some 1st time for me when with him...
@><@

the movie was nice...
the plot of the movie was so...
wonderful, funny and meaningful...

after the show, we went for our lunch...
then it's time to back home as i need to back home before sunset..

that night, he said that he felt fever..
so worried him as he already felt headache when in the cab back to klang station...
luckily after his medicine, he said felt much more better...
miss him so much....
so love him so much...

have to said that...
i do really have another nice day with him again...
another day that i won't forget..

16.6.2010

11.6.2010

2010-06-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

I will never ever forget 11.6.2010
a nice and memorable day for me...
@><@

woke up quite early as my sister woke up so early to prepare herself...
awake by her...
wanted to continue my dream until 8am but can't...
9am, after ready, went Klang station with sister and her friend..
then, we went to Klang Ktm station too meet him and also another of sister friend to Sunway Pyramid...

Watched a movie: Prince of Persia... such a nice movie.
both the main character was very pretty and handsome...
in the cinema...
@><@
hugged by him...
feeling so safe when he is beside...
@^^@

before enter cinema, we went to Secret Recipe, had a piece of white chocolate..
yummy~ ^^
the 1st time get feed by a guy...
bit shy shy
hehe @><@

after out from cinema, we have our shopping 1st..
he bought me a shirt...
like it very much and..
i will very take good care of the shirt as it's my 1st time too... @><@

then, we had our lunch at TGI Friday...
can be said that both of us really can't finished the food...
lol~

finally, finished our lunch~
well...
my tummy....
i think it almost about 3 months already larh...
hope it will become 2 months back quickly or even 1 month is the best already...
haha....

before we step out the shopping center...
went to find my sister and her friends..
and we stand there chit chat until 6pm only step on the journey back home...

waited for Ktm to reach...
in the Ktm...
hugging his hand all the way if not, least chance for me to do that already @T.T@
and we reached Klang...
he accompanied my sister and i walked over the Klang bus station...
and it's time for all of us to back home...
sad~ T.T
when he leaved, my tears like going to drop out my eyes again.....
i will miss him very very very much~
love him very very much too...
and i will never ever forget the day~

11.6.2010

5th of june - 9th of june

2010-06-11T21:24:00.000-07:00

long time didn't update my post over here although already back from our nice trip..
just lazy to come up over here...

one word to describe our trip~
Wonderful...
haha....
Eat a lot during the trip and cause till i get 5 months for my tummy...
haha...

4th of June, night, 9pm...
in the bus...
we had the night bus to Kedah...
luckily i could sleep in the bus even the bus was so cold..
one jacket not enough..
i advise those who 1st time have a night bus journey...
bring more jacket or a thick blanket...
if not you will freeze in the bus...
hahaha...

Finally, reached Kedah at about 7.30am the next day..
so tired of it..
then we went to Wei Keat house...
the day, 5th of June...
Morning, after reached Wei Keat house, we have our breakfast, Wei Keat mum cook for us, Hokkien Mee which also called as Har Mee at Klang...
After that, went for a dream as all of us was so tired...
Woke up in the afternoon because of too hot...
after our bath, have our lunch...

In the afternoon, we went to eat, Indian Mee which also called as Jawa Mee.
then , went to the paddy field...
well....
i get my 1st time over there...
what a bad 1st time...
i got bitten by ants...
Big Red Ants...
my Godness...
so pain....
We walked to the middle of the paddy field, but because been bitten by the ants, i quickly ran back...
huh~

After that, just back to Wei Keat house again for rest...
night, we were so lucky that we got the chance to try on Wei Keat's durian and also rambutan...
so yummy~
thanks very much to Wei Keat and his family...
treated us very well and nice..^^
and that's our 1st day trip...

6th of June...
woke up early morning...
prepared to Rou Xin house...
we stayed there for few days....
the rented van came...
after ready, we start our journey...
before to Rou Xin house...
we went to Gunung Jerai...
such a nice beautiful place...
it's so cool up there and we enjoy the wind blow...
then, because of it started to rain, then we back down the hill...

our next destination is grape garden...
the 1st time for me to the grape garden...
wow...
when look at the grapes that hanging up our head...
really feeling wanted to pluck some...
look so sweet...
after some photos in the garden...
we went out...
then, we bought some green grapes, and grape juice and some food that made by grapes..
yummy~

next destination~
we went to waterfall...
except Kezin, Susu, Chai Jie and i didn't wet our body in the water...
others wet themselves..
i don't want to wet myself because i wore white shirt that day and i lazy to dry myself after come up form the waterfall...
but we enjoyed the time too...
played water in the water...
after about 2 hours, it's time for us to go back...
after others finish cleaned up themselves...
we depart to Rou Xin house..

reached Rou Xin house, it's time for us to have our dinner...
but all of us thought that our dinner will be barbecue, who knows still have a meal..
some more have to clear all the dishes on the table..
it's a lot...
10 of us tried very hard to finish most of it so that wont waste any food...
our stomach was very very very full after the dinner...
when think of later 10pm still have barbecue, also felt scare..
haha...
but it's nice...
enjoyed the barbecue very much...
after that, we got our rest...
that night, all of us really slept like piggy as all of us was so tire...

7th of June~
woke up earlier than the the day before because we were going to Penang~ ^^
the 1st place that we visit in Penang was the snake temple...
can see a lot of snakes over there..

then, we went to Queensbay Mall...
when we reach, most of the shops haven't start their business, so we just walked here and there to wait for the shops...
saw a skirt...
so beautiful..
felt wanted to buy but......
haha...
if i buy already, will spent a lot for this whole trip, so....
at last didn't buy it...

Afternoon, we have our lunch at the T-bowl concept shop..
haha..
so amazing...
every decoration in the shop just like in the bathroom...
the chair was the toilet bowl,
the table was the sink and the food,
not that disgusting as we taught at 1st..
haha...
the food was not bad...
finished lunch, so full~~~

We continue our journey to the next destination after our window shopping in Queensbay Mall...
Our next destination was the famous place in Penang...
Penang Pagoda, forget the name of it already...
hehe @><@
We climbed up and finally we reached the top ( can't reach the most top one because it had been closed) took some photos up there...
then, we went to some temple before to Batu Feringgi...
had some photos over there before we left...

the place that i wait the most...
Batu Feringgi...
we were so excited when we came to the beach..
saw many activities can be done there for example horse riding, banana boat and so on..
at there, 1st time have a ride on the horse...
it was so wonderfull...
have some pictures on the horse riding...
then, we played at the beach..
played with seawater.. f
eeling so nice when looke up the bluish sky...
look far, we can see mountains and the sun...
we got the chance to enjoy the feeling of sunset...
we could see the sunset at there...
at there, i felt released..
so hope that he is beside me so that i can hug him, see the sunset with him, enjoy the wind blow with him...
miss him so much...

then, we had our dinner at Gurney Plaza...
there's a lot of things to eat...
Ate a lot there until my stomach feeling like going to burst...
haha...
must keep fit already after this trip...><
and that's our trip for the day... everyone back home with a tire but happy feeling...

8th of June
we went for some shopping at the shopping complex in Kedah...
then that's our day at Kedah..
the last day for us to eat here and there, play here and there as the next day...

9th of June
was the day for everyone to back our home sweet home...
reached home at night...
i was so tired but felt happy that finally..
back to my home sweet home again..
will have 2 more weeks holiday at home...^^

* this post should be updated earlier but because of too long and my laziness, so......
but finally it's done...

My DIY Cross Stitch~~~

2010-06-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

My artwork,
DIY Cross stitch~~~
1st picture: a little bag but just half way done....@><@

2nd picture: a little bag too but totally done
this is just the picture done stitching.

this is the whole bag that had done...
nice leh~~~~ @><@

Sigh~~

2010-06-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

honestly....
this few days not a really good days for me...
haiz....

got a lot a lot to express out..
but...
haiz...
don't know where to start from...

just knew that both of us not as before anymore.....
haiz...
what to do, no choice...
Tire~~
actually i just hope to heard his voice..
even just that 1 second also satisfy and already enough for me...
miss him very very very much actually...
but...
haiz...
just forget about it....
since he also didn't hope to hear from me,
since he also didn't miss me,
so, just forget about it...
i also don't want to mention that i hope to hear from him anymore...
prefer to keep everything in my heart,
miss him in my heart,
hope to hear from him in my heart...
maybe will be nicer then my feeling now...

tomorrow, will be on the journey to Penang...
although waiting eagerly for it since before my exam..
but now...
haiz...
hard to explain about my feeling now...
sigh~~~~

just hope faster get back my home sweet home...
miss everyone there...
EVERYONE

Small update

2010-05-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

Few days not updating over here already...
and here's a small update....

want i did for this few days?
Same words~~~
Cross Stitch DIY...

Seem like addicted to it already...
because i bought another 1 with the picture of an angel couple..
and just used two days and it's going to finish...
after done it, will post the picture over here to let all of you see my artwork...
hehehe..
sure nice one.....
hehehehehe @><@

what happened this few days?
nothing special happened other than our college having some activities...
then, somethings made me unhappy...
but, just forget about it as i also don't want to mention it over here....

just hope the days of holiday faster reach...
waiting eagerly for that...^^

Relax~~~~~

2010-05-27T23:03:00.000-07:00

Finally...
hahahaha....
exam week finally past...
^^v

yesterday is the day that all of us waited for long..
and finally...
after step out from that huge hall...
felt release...
totally release...
haha...
although quite not happy with the exam because...
there's a problem with the question,
wasted many of my time on that question, kept counted and counted,
another question because of insufficient time,
i just leave it blank...
10 marks gone....
but...
don't care...
the essay part i already got confidence to get full marks, so that 10 marks...
doesn't care...
can pass already...
hehehehe...

after back from that, have a nap...
so nice...
can sleep how long i like...
hehehe....

after my nap...
play games in the afternoon to spend my time when all of my gang members were not around..
left me alone in the room...

night....
started to file up all my notes for this semester in a big big file...
so thick...
one file not enough...
haiz...

then, chat with him...
told him that yesterday night dream of him again...
actually..
i couldn't recognize that dream..
but this morning, before enter exam hall...
suddenly miss him and made me recall back the dream...
such a weird dream....

met him in a shopping center when i was queuing up to buy my favorite ice cream...
he called me from the back...
when saw him, so happy...@^^@
then both of us went for a lunch...
but that time, actually my family were waiting for me as i went with my family...
i told my parents that i was having a meal with him...
and my parents just waited for me in the car outside the parking lot...
after our meal...
went back by daddy car, in the car...
he held my hand tightly as i just sat beside...
and beside me was my sister and brother..
both of them kept smiling at me...@><@
and my parents saw that, but so weird that both of them just kept quiet and didn't say any words...
then~~~
then~~~~
my alarm rang...
woke up from that...
what a weird dream...

today, woke up in the afternoon at about 12pm...
hehehe...
then, just clean up my table because yesterday night i do half way jobs,
didn't totally clean up those notes then went for dream....
so, once woke up straight away tidy up and then started to pack my things...
huhuh~~~
i already kept all my formal in my luggage..
left those food for me to finish and those things that i need to use daily...
and now...
waiting for HOLIDAY...
yipee~~~~
v^^v

Little Bat

2010-05-25T20:46:00.000-07:00

When i was online right here yesterday...
suddenly, Susu bang into my room...
telling us that her room got a bat...
all of us get shock and ran over there to have a look....

what a baby bat...
how come it will be here?
this place was not belongs to it...
poor little bat...

at first i was afraid of it...
but the first time i saw bat...
because of curiosity,
so went nearer to have a look...
oh.....
pity it....

Suffie very brave...
went closer to catch it....
but it seem like very scare because of these strangers...
after Suffie caught it....
all of us was wondering what to do?
thinking and thinking....
if we just throw it at somewhere else,
those devil cats sure won't let it go, such a nice meal for them...
What to do....

pity the little baby bat...
Where is your mummy orh...
Mummy bat, faster come to bring baby go back...
baby miss mummy a lot already...

We went to find senior, ask her what to do with this poor little bat.
at last, we decide put it on the roof top...
hope it mummy will faster come to bring it home...
because we cant have a bat as our pet...
all of us don't know how to take care of a bat...
so...
no choice....
put it on the roof top....
we also put a small piece of apple for it...
Well...
baby bat eat fruits? or drink milk?
still wondering of that...

after back from that, i saw he messaged me for few times...
so sorry that i didn't replied on the spot because of the baby bat...
Sorry Jw core i100
i promise next time won't already....

chat with him till very late...
talking about a topic that made both of us not that happy...
but seem it already pass...
don't think about it already...
but still want to say that...
Jw core i100...
u mistaken some of my words already laarrhhh....
don't think so much...
u already really very very very very good to me............

middle of the night...
suddenly woke up because of my stomach very very very pain...
what happen?
i got it so sudden...
what have i ate cause til got such terrible pain...
woke up to put some oil on my stomach...
but seem like it doesn't work...
no choice, have to wake up to have medicine...
PAIN~~~~
really very pain till couldn't walk...
called daddy after that to ask him what to do...
daddy asked me to go for a doctor today...
luckily...
get much much more better...
so, don't need doctor already...^^
but....
so sad that i getting a terrible cough...
my voice....
aiks....
sounds ugly like a duckling...
i don't want...
faster recover laaarrrhhh......

tomorrow...
waiting for tomorrow....
the day after tomorrow will be very free....
because finally our last paper will end...
waiting for the day to come...
and it's soon...
it's nearer...^^v
anyway, still have to study for that larh...
so...
the same word,
Gambateh to myself and everyone...^^
Good luck....

*Miss him a lot.....
*Miss mummy and daddy a lot....

This few days....

2010-05-24T09:39:00.001-07:00

This few days...
i think is this two days didn't update my blog already...
wondering what i did this two days?
^^

Saturday~
Went out with my gang again to watch movie...
went to Carrefour...
but....
so sad....
before we went, it start raining...
a heavy rain...
and it only stopped by about 5pm...
a long and heavy rain...

we watched Kidnapper...
what a nice movie...
it's so meaningful, scary, touching....
can be said that i cried from the beginning till the movie end....
hehe....
should watch it if you haven't...^^

after back from movie...
start my DIY again...
already started it in the morning before went for movie...
bought it yesterday (Friday) to spend my time after my exam...
it's quite a complicated work because,
need to count the square one by one,
then stitch it one square by one square...
it really can help me to spent my time because the whole day i just concentrate on it...
and time really can pass very fast by doing that...
didn't have laptop for me, i still can do that for my coming day..
haha....

Night...
watch show with my gang...
and after that, continue my cross stitch DIY again...

Sunday~
woke up quite early because of stomachache, feeling not that well....
then i started to continue my cross stitch DIY again...
really sat in front my table for the whole day doing that....

Night...
so unluckily i get a terrible flu....
really very very very very terrible...
terrible till i non stop sneezing, and my nose, already became clown's nose...
tried to sleep but couldn't because of running nose, made me so suffer....
after he called, tried to sleep again...
turn here and there...
and finally fall asleep...

Monday~
morning, woke up very late...
when woke up, already almost 12pm...
huh...
actually i already awake at about 11am ++...
but really couldn't open my eyes and wake up, so continue sleep again...
huh....
my nose still not that well and it cause till my voice also sound weird,
like a duckling's voice...
haiz...
this cause all my mood also gone...

always miss him very much actually...
wanted to chat with him more, listen to him....
i told him that i miss him a lot...
but.......
sometimes seem like i am disturbing...
so...
so just now...
tried to find something to do so that can stop missing him that much as seem like every time is just i myself missing him much...
so, continue my cross stitch DIY again...
so carelessly, afternoon my leg already been scratched by the needle,
and fingers been pricked by many times...
Bleeding...
now still get it...
haiz...
pain....=/

and this was how my days go...
spent most of my time doing cross stitch DIY and
Really MISS him very Much... =/

Tired~~~

2010-05-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

so~~~~ tired...
don't know how come...
everyone going to get ill and my ah mate already ill...
i myself just feeling not that well...
but...
hehehe...

to relax...
still went to shopping for the whole afternoon...

ah mate and few friends went to watch movie while Susu and i just went to Popular to read books...
so happy as i read a book that i like so much...
sat there for 2 hours, we read free of charge's books,
but ah mate and friends spent rm9 for movie...
hehe...
at least got safe some money because i already spent a lot today...
bought a short pant for Penang trip...^^
luckily my ah mate told that is the pant's cutting small...
if not...
really felt that my little butt not that little already...
hehehehe....
after our dinner...
back to hostel...

today while shopping...
miss him very very much because yesterday night...
before went to my dream...
he called me...
^^
happy to heard from him...
after said something to me...
that made me happy...@^^@
then i went into my dreams....
sweet sweet dream
^^
and tonight hope to have a sweet dream again...
Night night~~~

ill~~

2010-05-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

Well....
after finished blogging over here just now...
back to my room...
straight away fall asleep once i lay down my bed...
and the clock showed 12.01pm before i lay down....

when i heard he messaged me, i totally no energy to wake up to reply him....
wanted to reply him, share my happiness with him and already miss him very much...
but...
really couldn't woke up...
feeling like my head was too heavy...
continued sleep again...
till about 3++pm only woke up under a blur blur condition because of too hot...

before sleep was too cold...
after sleep was too hot...
what happened arh?
it's so suffer...

and once i woke up, ah mate also woke up from her sleep....
well....
is it i infected her?
she seem like more terrible than me...
can felt that she already get fever...
at least i still don't know whether i got fever or not as i still can blog over here...
Sorry oh ah mate if i really infected you...

i still got sore throat and this made me till feeling like don't want to eat anything because when i eat on something...
my throat will even pain...
so...
just now i didn't have my lunch...

daddy called me...
asked me have i taken my lunch...
and i replied...
"no"
luckily he didn't scold...
just asked me don't always didn't eat...
remind me again that my gastric was not that "strong"
just answered him that i will eat, but not now...
if mummy know that...
for sure she will scold me already...
but....
want to tell them that, don't worry about me...
i know how to take care...
thanks mummy and daddy...

*miss mummy, daddy and him so much.....
love them so much......

Finally Relax~ Bore~~~~

2010-05-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

Woke up earlier then my alarm because of too cold...

well well...

later is Math's paper....

so, quite relax with it cause get confidence with it...

went into the hall....

got the paper...

i knew how to answer cause felt that it's quite easy....

but...

when come to the essay part....

when looked through the questions, i know how to answer...

but....

how come?

when i wanted to start the last question,

i just stared at the question and my brain was blank on that moment...

and i started to scare....

what happened to me actually...

i kept ask myself...

how come....

how come my brain was blank...

then no choice, jump to the previous questions...

looked through again....

well well....

it's easy too...

so i started it...

and again....

when i did until part (bii)...

i suddenly blank again...

stuck at there for a few minutes....

again...

i back to the last question....

uii....

how come just now i can't answer it as it's easier then the previous one....

well well...

looked at the clock and it showed 9.30am....

left 15 more minutes for me to answer Section C...

have to rush.....

although i already done for the 1st question, but because of got blank just now, so i started to lose my confidence...

luckily, although did it in a rush...

i still can finished it on time...

Dang dang dang~~~

9.45am...

time's up......

hu~~~~

luckily....

really luckily....

but what happened to me....?

how come???

haiz...

under a bad situation....

feeling not that good...

even when blogging here...

also kept type the wrong words...

so maybe my post today will sound weird weird...

haiz~~~

*but still felt happy because of can relax already....^^

* but relax till bore already, although just started to relax....

Yeah Yeah Yeah~~~

2010-05-19T00:07:00.000-07:00

Haha...
yesterday talked with him again...
after talked with him, cried out...
felt much more better...
happy that can talked with him...
after that, tried to study for my Chinese again...
uiiii...
can in some already orh....
hehe....
(thanks Weiwei)

i pray hardly before i sleep....
i get a dream after i slept...
i dream of my daddy...
he strongly showed his loves to all of us in the dream...
well well....
when i woke up, i didn't felt any weird with my dream...
although i already long time didn't dream of daddy...

after ready, i took out my notes and have an overview again before sit for exam as i really worried about my Chinese paper...

then, after i get my paper...
looked at the last question...
essay part, 2 questions choose 1 to answer...
and the 2nd question is the one that i already gave up...
took deep breath and hoped that 1st question i can answer....

and when i looked at the question, i got a shock because...
it came out the question on the story which is about a father who strongly showed his love to her daughter...
My God....
is it the clue?
is it my dream was the clue...???
woah.....
really get a shock lorh...
cause really already long long time didn't dream of daddy lorh...

haha...
don't care...
as long as i knew how to answer those questions...
compare to last year...
i think this year's is easier then last year's...
although still not that confidence yet...
but at least i could wrote something on the paper...
lecturers said before...
mummy also told before...
as long as i didn't leave it blank...
answer all the question, then won't get fail that easily...
and this time, i answered all the questions, although some i really don't know...

well well...
finally...
yipeeee~~~
Chinese paper, the paper that i worried the most finished...
and tomorrow's is Maths 1...
Maths still can be said that no problem for me...
later have an overview again...
then can sit for it already...
then...
the day that i waited the most finally reach after tomorrow's...
haha
then can relax already~~~~
yeah yeah~~~~
^^
Gambateh to everyone and Good Luck.....^^v

Renew Books~~

2010-05-18T23:32:00.001-07:00

1. go to: http://10.11.1.8/equip-iptho/

2. key in your I/C and password.
password: 1234

3. click "On-loan Item"

4. select the book you want to renew and press "Renew"

Exam Days....

2010-05-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

Well well...
finally...
the day that i waited for so long finally reach...
not because of i like exam but is because...
when exam comes, it means that our semester break is coming soon too...
and finally...
exam days come to us...
will going to have 3 following exam days which is from today till the day after tomorrow....

yesterday night...
after messaged him the last message, i already fall asleep as i already tire...
maybe one of the reason that i can so fast fall asleep because before sleep,
i had taken flu medicine because of getting flu again..

today...
woke up early morning for the exam...
exam started on 8.30am...
and it is English Language paper...
when we reached the hall, it's full of people...
everyone are waiting to enter that cold place to fight with the exam questions....
the 1st time having my exam in the big hall with air conditioner...
so nice...
haha...
luckily not that cold as i thought...

The paper that we sat for is English Language...
but...
don't know why...
when i was answering the question...
i suddenly lost the feeling of EXAM...
i wondering...
am i siting for my exam now?
how come just feeling like doing the normal exercise questions that given by the lecturer..
well..
i think that's good for me to have such feeling so that i will not so nervous for the next day's paper...
perhaps....

Tomorrow's paper is Chinese and...
Chinese is the paper that i worried the most because felt that it's the most difficult paper..

Well....
finish blogging and it's time for me back to my Chinese books and notes again...
Gambateh to myself and everyone who are fighting with the words in the books and notes...
Good Luck~~~

Teacher's Day~~

2010-05-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

16th of May...
The day that can be said that every teachers like but, also don't like...
haha...

and i will be a teacher soon...
i am wondering...
will i like it?
hehe...
no answer for me yet...

yesterday....
mentioned...
studied for the whole day...

and night....
he suddenly messaged me ask me to promise him on something...
let me get a shock...
huuuuu~~~~

asked him whether can call him or not as i really very miss him a lot...
while waiting for ah mate to lend me her phone to make a call as my own phone already going to finish $$...
suddenly, my phone rang....
got a shock again...
hehe...
he called me....
chat with him for about half an hour....
happy because already been quite a long time didn't chat with him....
Miss him so much...

huhu~~~
i already knew that he sure will think a lot about what i said the day before...
haiz...
dear dear arh dear dear....
don't think so much already larh....
every one has their own good and bad characteristic...
thus i already satisfy with now....
so, don't think so much already ya....

after chat with him...
managed to keep my things and sleep...
but....
Miss Hsiu Hsiu and Yoga came to my room to chat...
so....
hehehe....
chat with them for a while...
then....
only here i came,
my comfortable bed....

then, today...
woke up on 6.15am...
because the weather was cold and i get a small flu....

then, lay on the bed turn here and there until 7am...
after prepared...
went down the hall....
celebrated Teacher's Day...

Celebration full with a lot of presentations from friends and seniors...
one of the presentation was from the seniors..
it was so funny and all of us there laughed from the begining till the end..
really funny but it's meaningful too...

then, after a small break...
continue on with games' activity with lecturers...
when saw those lecturer enjoyed the games so much...
all of us was so high too...
haha...

after the activity, we went for lunch then back our room...
took a nap as i already very very tire....

woke up when he messaged me again...
then, start my revision....
and i am here to blog because of taking a rest now...
but actually took a long time to finish this blog because, half way, taught Susu English and talk with her about ways to save money...
haha...

finally...
finished our conversation and i only can finish this blog...
haha...
get to go cause want to continue my study again...
Gambateh to myself and those that study very hard for tomorrow's exam...
Good Luck....^^

Nothing Special today....

2010-05-15T22:36:00.000-07:00

Woke up a bit late...
only woke up when he messaged me....
if he doesn't message me, don't know i will wake up on what time...
i am wondering...

then, i started to find the bank resit here and there...
almost everywhere in my room....
couldn't find...
i remembered that i still get took it out to have a look after back from home....

called mummy to ask whether is it i left it in house....
Oh My God...!!!
my memory...
not that good...
i took out when i was still at home but not over here....
cause me find for few days already...
but luckily didn't lost it as it is very important to me...

after that...
start my revision at about 11am till now...
tire already...
so take a rest....

the day after tomorrow...
will be the day...
will be the time...
for us to step into that big hall...
and sit for that exam....

how???
i still not totally finish my revision...
haiz...
don't care already...
can pass already satisfy with it...

actually miss him very much..
but i must be a good girl...
only miss him after my revision....
so....
want to finish my revision quickly....
gambateh to myself..^^

There is nothing special happen today....
hope everythings will go fine for the following times and days...^^

* hurray... left only 18 days then semester break already, waiting for the Penang trip and will be back home sweet home on the 9th of June...

Saturday~~

2010-05-15T02:06:00.001-07:00

Morning, woke up earlier...
earlier than my alarm clock...
after that, start my revision with ah mate...

huhu....
just that few hours, we already felt tire....
then at about 11.30am, we have a rest ( sleep)
after that went out for lunch with ah mate, Susu, Yoga, Suffie and Ah hui...
walked under that hot hot hot sun...
haiz..
no wonder get dark so easily, just outside for 5 minutes, already sweat till~~~

didn't brought my phone out..
when back from lunch, it's already about 1.30pm,
only realize that i get a message from him...
after reply him, went to Susu's room, asked for back massage as my back don't know what happened, already pain for few days...
haiz......

fall asleep while Susu was helping me massage...
then, under blur blur situation, walked back my room continue my dream....
his reply awake me...

after that, continue revision with ah mate again...

and now, having a rest cause going to fall asleep and felt lazy again...
hehe...
but then will continue later after our bath and dinner....
gambateh to myself...^^

If you met such guy, must cherish~~

2010-05-13T19:48:00.000-07:00

1. Blur blur reply your message middle of the night

2. Accept your call middle of the night

3. Will tell you --- once reach home, give me a message or call.

4. When u can't sleep middle of the night, you call him he will chat with you accompany you.

5. When raining day, both of you use only an umbrella, but his shirt already half wet.

6. No matter where you all go, he will hold your hand.

7. Willing to eat those food that you unable to eat anymore.

8. Never late, but when you late, he won't angry.

9. No matter where you want to go, he will send you without any complain.

10. Will not simply spend money but willing to spend money because of you.

11. Will hug you for long and tightly.

12. Remember all the things that you mention before.

13. Help you to open the bottle softly when you can't.

14. Always send message to you said that he suddenly miss you very much.

15. Always leave a message to you.

16. When you feeling not well, he will very worry.

17. He won't just go away when both of you quarrel.

18. He will admit when he is wrong and he will not blame you when you are.

19. After quarrel, will put down his reputation to coax you.

20. Don't have the heart to blame you, will tolerant with you.

21. Will always protect you, won't let you have any grievance.

22. When you talk, he will smile and laugh and will feel that you are very cute.

23. Taller than you

24. Will ponder over something quietly but will not cold and detached.

25. Very good in many aspects, make you admire him.

26. Will always praise you and support you.

27. Will not conceal anything to you.

28. 100% trust you.

29. Will not say fine and pleasant words.

30. Will not ignore you because of playing games.

31. Do not smoke and seldom drink.

32. Will let you know if he get any activities.

33. Will miss you when he go out with friends.

34. Will discuss important things with you.

35. When with adult, will look like an adult, when with children, will look like children.

36. Will love you without hesitate and will not compare you with other girls.

37. Will not leave your world.

38. Will like and love everythings that you bought for him.

39. Very gentleman to girls but also will be apart from them.

40. Know some of your friends and will please them to take care of you.

41. Understand you and willing to listen to you.

42. Won't let you cry and when you cry, he will feel sorry and will hug you tightly said that it's his fault.

43. You can find him anytime.

44. You will feel at ease when you lean against his shoulder.

45. You will feel warm when with him.

46. You are one of the important part in his future planing.

Have you met such guy?

If you have met, must cherish.

想家了～～

2010-05-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

好想回家。
想家了。
想妈妈了。
想他了。
真的好想好想回家。

可以吗？
但愿如此。
希望别有任何突击检查。
那么就可以偷偷却又平安的回家。

(下端是“代替” “别人” 说的）

你你你，就是你！！！

算了，我忍～～～
忍一时风平浪静。
我没那么小气！

你爱怎么说就怎么说！
你爱怎么看就怎么看！
你爱怎么瞟就怎么瞟！

眼睛嘴巴是你自己的
别人管不了。
别到时候眼珠掉了出来，
嘴巴歪了一边，
才来怪别人。
那是你自己自作自受！！！！

Check Check~~

2010-05-11T20:31:00.000-07:00

女生:
姓：自己姓的第一个字母
A：慕容 B：任 C：于 D：厉 F：钟离 G：唐 H：东方 J：敖 K：白 L：南宫 M：竺 N：司徒 O：尉迟 P：司空 Q：蓝 R：邵 S：西门 T：颜 W：莫 X:欧阳 Y：尚 Z：上官
名：出生月份
1：真 2：踏 3：凝 4：竹 5：若 6：雨 7：紫 8：影 9：亦 10：伊 11：羽 12：冰
名：出生日期
1：菲 2：星 3: 琪 4：悠 5：馨 6：香 7；爱 8：露 9：落 10：轩 11：儿 12：萱 13：雪 14：月 16：凌 17：珣 18：痕 19：荫 20：茹 21：忆 23：舞 24：琦 25；汐 26:荪 27：郁 28：心 29：韵 30：然 31(15)：嫣

男生:
姓：自己姓的第一个字母
A：慕容 B：任 C：于 D：厉 F：钟离 G：唐 H：东方 J：敖 K：公孙 L：南宫 M：邵 N：司徒 O：尉迟 P：司空 Q：尹 R：明 S：西门 T：归海 W：莫 X：欧阳 Y：尚 Z：上官
名：出生月份
1：绝 2：逸 3：寒 4：封 5：萧 6：云 7：燚 8：轩 9：海 10：元 11：天 12：寂
名：出生日期
1：言 2：洛 3：枫 4：涯 5：夜 6：痕 7：清 8：浪 9：尘 10：阳 11：武 12：遥 13：风 14：空 16：竹 17：涵 18：偌 19：语 20：伦 21：滨 22:珲 23：璘 24：永 25：恒 26：珠 27：明 28：岚 29：舜 30：翰 31(15)：遐

我的叫司徒冰落叻～～

Cinderella Story

2010-05-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

~Cinderella Story~
Directors:
May December
Milo
Susu
Jiang Yu
Janice

Actors:
May December (Younger stepsister)
Milo (Stepmother, Fairy)
Susu (Prince)
Jiang Yu (Cinderella)
Janice (Elder Stepsister)

Story:

Once upon a time, there was a girl, Cinderella.

She lived with her stepmother and two stepsisters.
She just like the maid in the family as she needs to do all the house chores.
Once she didn't do well, she will get scold by her stepmother and stepsisters.

One day, they received an invitation card from the palace.
There will be a ball that the prince will choose his bride in the ball.

Cinderella hoped to go but her stepmother and stepsisters do not allow.
She was very upset.

Here comes the fairy, who willing to help her.

The fairy changed Cinderella into a beautiful girl with beautiful gown and shoes.
Cinderella was very happy and she went for the ball.
The fairy advised Cinderella that she must back home before 1am or else the spell will disappear.

Here comes the handsome prince in the ball.

He was attracted by Cinderella's beauty and he invited her for a dance.

Cinderella's stepmother and stepsisters was so angry and jealous with the girl that can dance with the prince, but they didn't know that actually the girl is Cinderella.

" Dang--- Dang--- Dang---"
The clock showed 1am, and Cinderella suddenly remembered the fairy's advise.

She quickly ran away.

But she left her shoe because of too rush.

The next day, the prince decided to find back her bride and he let all the girls in the whole country tried the shoe that the mystery girl left last night.
He came to Cinderella's house.
The 1st one who tried on the shoe is Cinderella's younger stepsister.

But she is not the one.

The second one who tried on the shoe is Cinderella's elder stepsister.

But she is not the one too.

Finally, Cinderella's turn.

And the shoe fit with her leg.
Finally, the prince had found his princess.

Both of them were so happy and they married on the next day.

They had a happy ending ^^v

~THE END~

Day 3 without dear laptop~~

2010-05-11T05:45:00.001-07:00

My day 3rd without my dear laptop...
Really boring larh...
oh my dear laptop~~~
haiz....
miss it so so so much...
can't online, can't blogging, can't listen to my favorite songs and musics....=/
you are so important to me...
i promise..
i will take care of you even more good next time,
although i already treat you as my baby,
take such good care on you....
but......
don't treat me like that already larh...

morning automatic woke up on 9am plus...
thought that my stomach already ok....
just finished sms him said that stomach no pain already...
who know, the next moment, started to pain till....
the whole morning nearly can't walk as it really torturing...
huh....
i hate it.....!!!! =(
but now, feeling much much much more better..
luckily...
if not....
T.T

dinner: an egg + dragon fruit...
i must control already...
if not....
my tummy....
will even big when back from the coming Penang trip...
today, Wei Keat told us about our journey...
Oh My God....
he said....
just eat eat eat eat eat eat eat....
haiz....
eat for the whole trip....
about four days....
eat for four days....
haiz...
can you imagine that....
My God....
must must must must control and start on diet a bit bit already....
must keep the stomach for it already...
so, GAMBATEH to myself...

miss mummy so much now,
miss him so much now...
faster faster finish exam,
end the Penang trip,
then i can back my home sweet home,
and maybe can meet him already....
i will be very free that time...^^
waiting eagerly for the coming semester break....^^

Uncomfortable...

2010-05-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

it's late for 2 days...
and now..
finally it came to me...
it make me so uncomfortable...
haiz....
i dislike larh...

just now...
hehehe...
fried something in my room together with my gang of friends....
and so unluckily, the oil split on my hand...
and...
there appear a brown dot on my hand...
not very big but not very small...
not very obvious, but very obvious too...
wuwuwuwu~~~ T.T
hopefully it won't be a scar on my hand...
not nice already.....=/

nothing special today...
morning, after assembly, attended for a non lecturer class till 11am...
then have our lunch...
then back to hostel and started my room cleaning...
took about 2 hour for it...
and finally again...
my room now is very clean already....^^
happy....^^v

it's late now and although i feel sleepy, but don't know why, feeling like can't sleep again...
because of the uncomfortable that came to me....???
maybe...
cause till i sit also can't, stand also can't, lay also will feel pain...
haiz....
hope this time just for one day as i didn't simply eat those food...
please~~~
my dear stomach, 'guai guai' ya...
listen to me, don't pain already ya...
=/

My laptop~~~~

2010-05-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

Well well...
my laptop....!!!
so sad that i will live without my laptop on the coming month...
the whole month of May...
so so so so so unluckily...
my laptop got a big big big big problem...
the LCD...
haiz....
need to warranty already...
so i will live without you, my dear laptop...
hope it will be fine soon when i back during the coming June semester break...
haiz....=(

yesterday...
went to pasar malam with my sister and Zhi Chuan...
of course my family also going but didn't walk together with them...
ate Asam Laksa as dinner...
yummy...^^

after my dinner...
i met him...
walked with him....
so happy that i could met him as i already miss him a lot lot...@^^@
because of my sister and Zhi Chuan there...
made me feel so shy as this was my 1st time let my sister saw and know about it....
and because of this made him unhappy..
have to say sorry because of my sister and junior is there, so.....
sorry orh dear weiwei, next time replace back for you, kk.....
but still very very very happy cause i thought this time back can't meet him already....
^^

after that back home and i already under a bliur blur situation...
packed my luggage also took a very long time....
walked here and there but still couldn't recognise what i want to do...
hehe...
finally finished packing and took a bath...
then....
here i come my comfortable bed...

have a nice dream yesterday night...^^
and i look forward for the coming semester break...^^

Home Sweet Home~~

2010-05-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

Finally...
finished classes...
but can be said that totally didn't have class after the Moral Section...
because we don't know, waited in the claas for about half an hour only we get to know that no classes...
went back to hostel prepared for going back home....

Finally again...
Finally.....
after hours of suffering in the bus...
finally reach my home sweet home...
once i reach....
my ah boy already waiting for me happily...
hehehe^^

dinner~~~
so yummy...
long time didn't eat such nice meal already...
miss it so much and finally i could have it...

after dinner, sat down sofa to rest and watched television...
Oh My God!!!
my nose...
like a clown's nose already....
when in the bus already got a bit flu...
who knows when having dinner...
even more terrible and after dinner....
TERRIBLE!!!

after medicine....
started to feel sleepy...
about 11.30pm,
went to bed...
oh...
my comfortable bed....
so nice and it's too comfortable and i am too sleepy...
fall asleep very fast....

and that's my day on the 7th of May 2010...

Luckily~~~

2010-05-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday....
my laptop can't access to the web....
taught that my laptop got any problem again...
Luckily~~~
^^

today....
classes started from 10am till 5pm...
and 10am, i got English debate...
although didn't won in it, but get a small gift from the lecturer...^^v

it's a hot hot hot day...
even sit also will sweat again...
some more have classes till afternoon...
haiz....
the lecturer....
already time up but still continue let us see the maths question...
i already tak boleh tahan larh...
from 4.30pm i already wanted to go wash room....
haiz....
suffer till 5.10pm.....
at last.....
finish classes...^^
what a tire day again....

weather changed a bit better after class because it started to rain...
so nice...
when the wind blow into my room...
nice.......
but, the rain just stop after about an hour...
haiz...
why don't it rain for the whole night...
then my mood sure will be happier for the next day....><

yeah yeah....
time always past very fast, so fast...
tomorrow is Friday....
after 3 period of classes, i will step on the journey back home...
my home sweet home...
miss my home very much...
miss mummy very much...

he didn't miss me never mind...
i miss him a lot too...
but, so sad that back there already still can't meet him =(
haiz...
just forget about it...

my plan for today ---> sleep before 11.30pm (MUST)

tomorrow still have to wake up earlier for Moral section....
Sienz~~~
=/

This afternoon~~

2010-05-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

this afternoon, i was alone in room...
i started to pack the things that i want to bring back home this Friday...
i opened my big luggage...
i saw the tie...
the green tie that already wore for years,
sat there re-flash back those memories when i am still there...
the memories on that few days...
and that...
made me...
miss ...
miss ....
miss .....
miss ...
miss ....
miss .....
(fill in the dots with alphabets and if u get it, u will know who is that)

actually i always asked myself...
how come?
why?
how come?
why?

and i get no answers...
asked before but the answer that i get is just a simply answer...
so, i gave up...
and that day, when chat with Chin Min...
i asked again...
well....
get no answer again...
gave up again...

i told my ah mate...
my ah mate asked me to chat...
but...
i tried many times before...
i just get a COLD response...
feel like disgusting and annoy to chat with me...
so...
gave up again...

Tuesday~~

2010-05-04T00:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday...
already forgotten slept at what time...
what i know is, once i laid on the bed and after sms him, i already fall asleep...
even when yoga went out my room i also couldn't recognize...
well...
it's seem like a good news for me as afternoon i still worried on i will cannot sleep because of the long nap in the afternoon...
but....
haiz...
woke up because of flu again...
what's the time, i don't know,, just knew that, again....
woke up in the night...
luckily, i also can fast fall asleep again after the flu...
and luckily this morning still can woke up on time...
although it's tire...
but at least didn't sleep in the class...

afternoon....
back to hostel to wait for the news whether got class or not...
after my lunch, laid on the bed and...
fall asleep again...
well well...
this mean that i really tire...

suddenly woke up...
and our KO phoned...
didn't have class but will replace on the coming Thursday...
well..
after have a look on my Thursday's time table...
wow!! it's full day classes...
will be a tire Thursday again.... (Zz_zZ)

tried to control myself don't take a nap again...
so, i watched a movie -- Detective Conan
one of my favorite animation...^^
it's nice....

ah mate went for shopping, left me alone in the room...
what to do?

will going to sit for exam 2 weeks later, but now...
didn't have the mood to study...
my mood already started to relax waiting for the coming semester break...
Penang trip with course-mates...
i am waiting for it...
and i am waiting to back my home sweet home.....

Monday..

2010-05-03T01:38:00.000-07:00

Haiz...
yesterday night didn't sleep well again...
couldn't sleep again...
after celebrate my ah mate's birthday, all of us back to our room...
then we prepared to sleep...
the clock showed 12.30++am...
both my ah mate and i lay down the bed...
10minutes later, i heard the snore from my ah mate already...
but me.....
still couldn't sleep...
turned here and there, still couldn't sleep...
when i woke up to see the clock, it's already 2++am...
T.T
the next day still need to woke up earlier for assembly...
no choices, i woke up to have a hot drink...
after that laid back my bed again, turned here and there again don't know for how many times...
at last...
at last, under a blur blur situation, fall asleep...

morning, woke up at 7am...
nearly couldn't woke up because i really don't know whether i got sleep for the whole night or not...
so tire~~~
luckily miss hsiu hsiu came to knock our door...

7.30am...
reached the assembly hall...
huh...
so hot...
although they already on the air-con, but still very hot and i was sweating...==!!!
after waited for so long, at last the assembly started...
luckily the air-con get cooler and cooler...
enjoyed the cool and coldness in the hall...
nice....
the assembly ended at about 10am...
then we have our Maths classes until 1pm...

on the way we went to canteen to buy food...
we saw many people waiting outside of LDP room...
haha, they are our next semester's junior...
when saw them busying prepare to enter that scary room for interview,
made me reflash back the memory that i had same as them...
also had the same mood with them,
need to pass 3 interview,
and now, i am here as i already been chosen by the government after the interview...^^
so glad that i came for this course because if i continue to stay in form6, maybe i will not that enjoy and free now although it's going to exam...
so happy...
thus, i must satisfy with what i gain...
at here, i learn and faced a lot of things,
these made me to be more independent and made me to be more mature...

afternoon, back to hostel at about 1.30++pm...
after a bath, straight away fall on the bed and fall asleep...
so tire~~~
i also couldn't imagine my tiredness as i slept for about two hours for the nap...
also nearly couldn't wake up from the nap...

haiz...
slept for 2 hours already, hope tonight still can sleep well.....
=(

It's Going to EXAM

2010-05-01T19:15:00.000-07:00

I saw this from one of my friends' post...

EL - 18.5.2010 (8.30AM-9.45AM)
BC - 19.5.2010 (8.30AM-9.45AM)
MT1 - 20.5.2010 (8.30AM-9.45AM)
MT2 - 27.5.2010 (8.30AM-9.45AM)

and it really comes to us again...
the second time...
EXAM!!!

it's nearer and nearer and nearer...
but so sad that i didn't have the exam mood yet...
as i miss my home very much...
but...
i already started on what should i do...
thus....
hope everything will go well as i wish....
^^
gambateh to myself....

1st of May --- Labour Day

2010-04-30T21:34:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st of May...
is one of the day that almost everyone awaiting for it...
this is because it's a day that most of the people who works everyday at last can rest on the day...
It's Labour Day...^^

but....
it's another boring day for me as my ah mate already went home yesterday and i am alone here...
luckily still got miss hsiu hsiu and miss chaijie here to my room...
haha....

miss my home very much...
waiting for next week to come because next week is my turn to back home...
my home sweet home...
a place that can protect me and won't let me get hurt...

i miss my mummy...
i miss the dishes that my mummy cook...
i miss a lot a lot......

today...
have to spend my time wisely again because time is expensive...
once time pass, it will not come back anymore...
thus, i must start to plan my day now...

morning i already finish my room cleaning...
after room cleaning, my eye suddenly feel very itchy, so just lay on the bed let my eye have a rest..
who knows fall asleep again...
hehehe....

woke up when miss suffie came to my room to call miss hsiu hsiu for lunch...
i didn't follow because when i think of the food in cafe, i also will feel disgusting...
so, i prefer to eat cintan mee in my room...
cintan added with chili sos...
nice nice~

after lunch, started to think what should i do today to spend my day wisely...
emmmmm........(???^^???)
haven think of it yet, but.....
gambateh to myself..
i sure will spend my day wisely....^^

Today~~~

2010-04-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

Today, my ah mate back home alone....
and here, i also will be alone for about 3 days...
wuwuwuwuw~~~~

today, class ended at 11am also...
this is because our lecturer was absent again...
hahaha...
so happy...
and we followed our plan...
went to Carefour for shopping because i wanted to go to the pet shop nearby to buy my boy boy a new bowl....
eager to know how it will "treat" the bowl...
^^

then we went to have our lunch at MCD...^^
have a sundae cone...^^
happy~~~~~ =D
after the ice cream , enjoyed the spicy fried chicken...
hu~~~~
very very very full again...

cannot already larh....
really really need diet already...
my tummy...
i don't want let him call fatty...
hehe..XD

then we went to Carrefour for a walk...
the 1st time we shopped for that short while...
hahaha...
although just back on 6.30pm...
but is the 1st time we went Carrefour and back by bus,
if not normally we need to take a cab back...
haha...
then, chat with yoga for about an hour only went for my bath...
hehe....

and there goes my day...
a normal day that made me miss him a lot...
a normal day that made me miss my mummy a lot...
a normal day that made me miss my boy boy a lot...
a normal day that made me tire too....
(@.@)

Tire day actually...

2010-04-29T01:51:00.000-07:00

haiz...
yesterday didn't sleep well again...
don't know why, woke up in the night again...
i also don't know how come i will woke up...
haiz...
after that i just under a blur blur situation...
also don't know after that, i myself got fall asleep again or not...

but in the morning, still can woke up earlier than the time that i had set the night before i slept...
so did i sleep for the night??
i also don't know...

went to class on 11am...
Maths class...
after that have BC class from 2.30pm till 3++ pm...

huh....
the whole college blacked out...
luckily the weather was nice...
it rained heavily...
at least won't so hot...
what a nice and comfortable weather...

back hostel...
feeling tire..
while smsing, already fall asleep until he message me...
(this shows that actually i am very tire)
woke up with a (@.@) face and answer the questions that he asked...
hehehe...
don't know whether i answered correct or not...
hehehe....

it's a tire day actually...
miss him so much.....

Ice Cream = Happy mood~~

2010-04-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

after class by 12.30pm,
after rest in the library while waiting for my friends to copy down the math question that i have found accidentally, went to cafe with ChaiJie...
bought an ice cream...

hahaha...
so nice...
chocolate ice-cream~~~
every time after ate an ice cream, will feeling nice...
so happy....^^
next time when i am in a bad mood, just buy me an ice cream then i will be very happy already...
hehe...^^

happy mood made me even miss him and my mummy...^^

than i have a short nap after my lunch because already very very very tire...
nearly couldn't wake up from the nap...
what a sweet nap....
after rolled on the bed for some time...
forced myself woke up from the bed, washed my face...
and start to do some revision...

then~~~
^^
went to miss hsiu hsiu room to return her CD...
started to chat in her room...
chat about ghost story, chat about the camps that we went before...
wuwuwuwuwu~~~
hahaha ><
then, she asked me whether want to have KFC as my dinner or not...
after wondering for few minutes...
at last...
all of us want for it...
at 1st, because of the Indian friends who stay next door to me brought not enough money, so the KFC fly away...
who knows, KFC fly back again when one of my course mate with car came to us,
she wanted to eat so she went out for it and 'da bao' for us...
waited for so long, so hungry....
finally, KFC reached....
^^v
but...
this is the first time i ate KFC needed so long time...
i ate for about an hour...
My God...
started to eat at about 8++ pm but 10pm only finish it...
hu~~~~~

very full now...
stomach already big big because of too full....
need massage and diet already larh...=/

a quite happy new come to us is...
tomorrow can wake up later than usual because our class will only start at 11am..
but bit sad because end at 4pm...
maybe will be another tire day again....
=l

Classes~~~

2010-04-27T19:34:00.000-07:00

yuhuu~~~
at last last night get a nice sleep...
although got dream of something again...
but, at least can be said that it's a nice dream...

morning, woke up as usual...
then my ah mate got a message from our KO...
she said that our tutorial class can enter bit late, so we enter the class 10 minutes later than usual...

i messaged him happily, told him that today my class will end on 10am...
but haiz.....
who knows.....
we have tomorrow class replacement from 11am to 1pm...
which means 30 minutes later i will having class....
which means i have to prepare to enter class already....

have to go...
any story that happen today only i continue after that...

Miss him lot lot~~~

Already tire but + tire again~~

2010-04-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

Today, woke up on time...
have a deep sleep yesterday night..
luckily midnight didn't woke up because of mosquitoes again...
but, i know that i have a nightmare again...
haiz....

i dream that i went for a doctor...
the 1st time, get injection...
back home, already one week but not recover yet, so went for another time....
the 2nd time, injection again...
the nurse there still laugh at me and tease me said that i so big girl already still scare of injection...
fine....
i really scared of injection cannot arh...
why?
because got one time when i got a high fever, i went for the doctor alone..
went inside, doctor asked the nurse to get the needle, asked me be prepared for an injection...
that time, i really afraid of and so hope that someone beside me for me to hold...
but so sad, there no one other then the nurse standing aside laugh at me........
again, high fever for the 2nd time..
this time dad fetched me go...
but he got things to buy so he left me alone in the clinic...
before he leave, i still ask my father whether i will get injection again as i already very scare...
my dad still say won't...
who know...
went inside, the doctor scolded me that i already get so high fever why still went for him so late...
then.......
injection again.....
T.T
both of that times onward...
i bit afraid of doctor already...
yesterday some more have that dream...
haiz....

Morning....
went for classes...
today classes end up by 1pm....
i sms him told him that our badminton competition was canceled...
haha ...
so happy with it cause i really tire and really no energy to have that competition anymore...

then my friends ask out for a visit to the shopping mall because Aniu and Jet will come to the shopping mall...
because wanted to buy Mother's day present so i followed...
went there, just sat at there see they playing games and listened to their song...
normally, when got any artist here, i will be very high...
but today i totally didn't have such energy to get high...

then, all my friends wanted to go for the Ice Kacang Puppy Love movie...
at 1st i don't want to watch, but left me alone...
no choice, followed them...
luckily the show still nice and meaningful...
in the cinema, when watching the show...
i miss him and my mummy so much...
haiz...
after the show, i sms him again...
through our chat i told him that i miss him very much, but who know he said he didn't miss me...
haiz...
also never mind already larh...
i also didn't have so much energy to be sad already...
I miss him enough already larh....

really tire....
my plan - on the bed by 10.30pm.....
but sleep on 11.00pm...

Tire~~~
Exhausted~~~

Again, Tire~~~

2010-04-26T03:01:00.000-07:00

yesterday night before sleep, actually hope to hear his voice, but then........

then i called to mummy....

chat with her for about half an hour...

when chat with mummy, nearly cried out again...

miss mummy so much...

miss my home so much...

miss ah boy so much...

miss him so much too.... =)

after chat with mummy, i taught i will have a deep sleep as i already tired for the whole day....

the clock showed 11.30pm....

the time that i laid down the bed...

before sleep, i asked miss hsiu hsiu to switch off the switch before she leaves my room cause my ah mate and i already wanted to sleep....

3am in the morning...

woke up from my nice dream...

because of mosquitoes again...

felt weird as i remembered that i already switched on the mosquito repellent before i sleep...

woke up and see....

miss hsiu hsiu arh miss hsiu hsiu...

she switched off the mosquito repellent switch also...

haiz....

7am, woke up...

luckily this time didn't late for assembly again...

huh~~~

but, suffer in the hall for an hour...

what the.......

the hall's air-con was not functioning yet...

so so so so hot....

as he said...

'hot hot' me already sweat till my hair almost wet.....

after suffer for an hour, at last, the assembly end....

today will be whole day having class....

but our brilliant KO...

hehehe....

thanks to our KO...

i sms him told him that now waiting for the news wether got class or not...

after KO talk with the lecturers...

the class after 1pm all no more...

wahahaha, so nice as i can rest more already because i felt that my body getting weaker and weaker...

i know i need more rest....

reach hostel, i was so tire..

he ask me to lay on bed for rest, but i dare not cause i know i will sure fall asleep....

i planned on what should i do for today....

i must use the time wisely...

cannot waste time anymore....

and i know....

once i get things to do then i won't thinking too much...

and night i will easy fall asleep as already very very very tire....

hahaha...

my plan - 10.30pm lay on bed prepare to sleep...

but, i think for me i will also wait till almost 11.30pm only will sleep i think...

hehehe.... X)

miss mummy...

miss my home sweet home...

miss him so much now...... @^^@

will miss him but won't be a patient...

2010-04-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

Cannot sleep,

woke up early in the morning,

after expressing here,

i used the time to read books...

just finish one of it...

now feeling good....

lazy worm haven't totally away,

but...

i must do something so that won't waste the day....

as what he told me...

don't just miss him like a patient...

as i also don't want my dear doctor to worry about me....

so,

i will do something and i will miss him while i am doing my things.....^^

new day starts = new life...

gambateh to myself...

Tire~

2010-04-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

haiz...

slept at 3am last night but woke up at 6am in the morning...

so tire...

really don't know what happened to me...

tire but can't sleep...

neck very pain...

heart very pain...

early morning, sitting here...

doing nothing...

just can post and expressing myself over here...

a boring day...

planned to do all my things so that next week won't be busy...

but...

loose the mood to do...

told myself to cheer up, but....

maybe because of lazy worm come on me again...

lazy worm, 'xiu xiu xiu' go away....

on the moment, i miss my home very much...

miss Klang very much...

i am thinking of...

if i back home, can i meet him?

really miss him a lot...

just hope that can meet him,

but.....

seems like won't have the chance cause he needs to work...

very hope that once i reach the central, can see him waiting there for me and bring me home just like what one of my friend did that day...

but.................

haha...

i am thinking too much of that, that's impossible....

early morning, mood should be good,

but because of tiredness, made me just can be like this ---> =.=zZzZzZ

Believe it or not just depends...

2010-04-24T10:12:00.000-07:00

say didn't get hurt is bluff...

when i get to know...
sure will bit get hurt...

but cannot blame anyone as i also willing with it...

what still can i do...

nothing much....
as i already really no more energy...

read many love story before...
all with a happy ending...
but that is just a story...
a story that impossible will happen in this reality...
in the reality, there is no true love that will last long forever....

not the girls problem sure will be the guys problem...

not believe?
u can have a try on it..
but before u try it,
advice you,
that's not a nice feeling and not a nice experience...

(see this from quite a number of my friends)

but...
for me, the feeling of me to him will not fade away that easily as i already put everything on it....

i will never ever forget the star that you told me that night...

look at it and just make a small wish for myself...

i already don't mind what will happen next...

Love someone~

2010-04-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

Loving some one...
need to understand each other,
need caring,
need to say sorry but also need to say thank you,

Loving some one...
is accept but not endure,
is tolerant but not connive,
is support but not control,
is unforgettable but not forget,
is earnestly hope for opposite side but not demand a lot from opposite side,
is romantic but not waste...

once start to hold, don't simply let it go anymore

(read this from my fren)

curse of 3 months

2010-04-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

although i know that i should think positively..

but say truly...
i already start losing my confidence...

i don't know why...
just got the feel this few days....

and will i break the curse...??

cannot said that it is a curse,
but,
when every time i want to have it stable
and normally it will not more than 3 months...

1st time exactly 3 months,
2nd time also exactly 3 months....

and this time....
i had counted till the month of it, also 3 months....

so what still can be said about it???

maybe after this time i will not have it anymore,
cause it's not a nice feel....

Think positively

2010-04-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

Today, during moral section...
our ELP lecturer had shared some meaningful things with us...
which is....

THINK POSITIVELY

through those videos that he showed us, i learn this....

THINK POSITIVELY

Cherish Yesterday
Dream About Tomorrow
Live In Today

ya, i totally agree with all the things that Mr Mohan said...

we should think positively in everything...
we should cherish what we have...
we should have our own dreams...
we should do what we should do by the day...

he also told us that we need to....
love ourselves
believe in ourselves
we will get what we want once we believe in ourselves...
we will success once we believe in ourselves...

Thus, THINK POSITIVELY

Friends....

2010-04-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

Just now, after finish my post here...
already started a bit moody...

Weng Hou messaged me...
and he straight away called me after i asked whether he free and able to make call or not....
when listened to the phone...
at first feel weird cause i heard a girl voice...
haha....
Shu Wen is over there...^^

chat with her about my situation here...
got few times when talked to her, my tears also nearly drop down...
chat with her a lot, and i felt released....=)
then she passed the phone back to Weng Hou, the owner of the phone...
Hahaha...
after chat with him, he passed the phone to Joe Way...
haha
glad that today can chat with them altogether on a time...
haha...^^

on that moment, when they passed the phone to others to chat with me,
suddenly felt like i am a friend that at oversea and to make a call very expensive, very hard only can talk to me, so keep passing the phone and asking i want to talk with who who who...
haha...

after talk with them...
my mood become much much much more better...
so happy that i can have a talk with all of them...

and, these are those friends that i mention....
the gang...
the gang that always by my side...
the gang that always support me...
the gang that cares me lot....
the gang that always make me laugh....=D

thanks God on giving me such nice gang of friends...^^

Shu Wen,
Weng Hou,
Joe Way,
Huey Hsien (although didn't talk with you but at least i heard your voice over there, hehe ><)

Thanks very much my friends...
miss and love you all so much larh...^^
See you all soon...
Gambateh in study ya....
i am here supporting all of you...^^
Good Luck...=)

same feeling visit me again

2010-04-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

the same feeling comes to me again and again...

and now, it visits me again...

am i thinking too much?
i force myself not to think of it again...
but...
i can't...
i tried to ignore that feeling again and again but why.......??
can someone tell me WHY!!!???

sometimes i asked myself...
is it good for me to have such strong 'sensor'
sense those feelings...
it just will cause i myself get hurt...
but why...??

hope that this time something goes wrong with my 'sensor'
hopefully..................

Today~

2010-04-21T03:05:00.000-07:00

Early morning i get a called from my mum, and maybe because of this call made me down mood for the whole day....

ask me why i so down today...
actually i also don't know...
what i know is i very tired and lazy to talk so much....

today, 5 of the friends from England enter our class again...
but i am so lazy to talk with them...
but i still got too....

after class, i message him and told him about my situation now...
and i am so happy that by the time now i still have him...
for me to complain on everything...
Thanks God that i still got him...
and thanks to him that listen to me and comfort me....

after a short nap...
awake by the thunder...

my mood become better much much more.....
feel good...^^

at last...

2010-04-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

huh....
luckily didn't take a nap...
at last get back his call....

luckily....
he made me so worry....
but now can release already...^^

felt happy when heard his voice...
and even made me miss him more....

@><@

the book....

2010-04-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

just finished a book while waiting....
and the book seems exactly telling the story about us...
although the incidents that faced my the characters in the story is different from us,
but the conclusion is just the same...

recall back the moments we had together and the incidents that happened since few months ago...

after read the book...
it take my time for me to digest and now what i get from it is....

without trust worthy, what for be the friend...

actually it is depend on how we approach it...
and now....
we just like the water that had been poured out, cannot return anymore...

we just like the strangers now....

what we can do is just prevent unhappy things to happen again...
others....???
don't want and dare not bother anymore....

Now......

2010-04-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

the clock on the table shows 14.45now...
i have been waiting since 13.20...

once i finished my class, the 1st thing i did is let him know that i already finished my class....
but i didn't get any reply...
when i realize about the missed call, it's already 13.19...
i message again after i finished my lunch, but didn't get any reply too...

back to my room, i made a call, but seems like the phone has been off....
thinking, wondering and worrying....

i dare not take a nap even i already very tire...
yesterday night i didn't get enough sleep as i get very terrible flu and suffer from it...
this cause me in a rush this morning because couldn't wake up on time...
in class, busying doing the worksheet that lecturer distributed and can't give him a message....
he message me but i can't reply as lecturer talking in front...
he called and i can't picked up the phone too...

and now i know the feeling that he said this morning....
wondering and worrying.....

i am so tire but i dare not to close my eyes as i scared that i miss the message again....

its 14.56 now...
and....
i still waiting, wondering and worrying~~~

Form 6 memories...

2010-04-15T04:03:00.000-07:00

Today....
few of my course mate asked whether want to go for the activity that they planned on the next weekend...
and this made me re-flash back on the memories that i had in STK...

miss that time so so so so much.....

the few weeks before i am here...
still schooling....
at STK....
for my form 6...

after the orientation week, had the co-curriculum week...
and i attended some of it...
and each of it we had tasks to do which is plan an activity and others...
the first time i did that...
and because of i get this, so i just can only involved in one of the task...
the activity still can be said well planned...
and at last can be said successful...

the weeks before the day of the activity...
i went for many seniors
asked them to participate the activity...
and because of this, i get to know more seniors...

6B3, my lower 6 class....
the gang that always sit behind of the class...
the gang that always tease each other....
the gang that always talk and didn't pay attention when teacher is teaching in front...
the gang that went to tuition together....
the gang........

miss......
miss the place, things, people.............
miss the moment that we talk, play and study together..

miss all of it very very very much....

my friends.....
although i am not there anymore....
but.....
i will miss all of you very much...
i will never forget the moment when we are together...

gambetteh to all of you in study....
good luck in everything...

Tomorrow

2010-04-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow.....

stranger will be back...
how to face the stranger? (TSH)
haiz...

this time...
if the stranger mum come to us again...
i will block her outside my room...
or...
i will ask her out if she step into my room...
and....
i will say....

"Aunty, not i didn't respect you; refuse to talk to you; don't let you in my room, but, is my parents already gave me permission, don't bother you and your crazy child anymore..."

i will say this to her, i swear, i will.....!!!

and i already be prepared not to talk much to the stranger when see her...
(can i?)

if i softhearted again, mostly i can't...
how?

i don't care...
i will do that...
because i don't want myself cry and cry and cry again because of her...
this is not worth for me and of course for all of us to worry and cry for...

i don't want those who cares me worry about me...
especially my parents, all my family members and of course dear Weiwei

so....
i keep telling myself....
not to bother, pity and softhearted anymore (but of course is to her only)

i will be stronger...
=)

Touching~~~

2010-04-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？ “老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？
“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！
“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！
“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”
“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！
“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来.“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”
“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！
“你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。

“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说.

“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！
“那你要不要嘛？”
“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！
“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！
“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！
“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”
“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。
“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。
“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。
“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！
身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！

快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！

东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！
“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！
“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！
“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。
“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；
“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”
“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！
嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！

“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”

“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”
“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！
“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌...”
笑声溢满整个世界！
半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！
“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”
电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！
“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！
“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！
继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！

再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！
到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！
“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！
这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信.

男人看着熟悉的字体,浑身颤抖：

亲爱的老公：
一定在想我了,是吗？一定是的.我在天堂都感觉到了呢！
老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻 ,嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！

老公啊，一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底,但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！

老公,上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许能想起我的这个要求呢！

嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；下辈子用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公,那次我任性和你提分手.但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，帮我笑完今生，好吗？从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！已经在履行约定的傻孩子 .泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃
.学会珍惜！
不要让爱你的人受到一丝一毫的伤害！
不要等到失去了，才痛不欲生！

如果，你感动了，
请你一定要保存
让更多的人看到它！
让更多的人要学会珍惜！

A Brainwave

2010-04-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

Have a brainwave, and so, i read others' blog...

get many reflection from there....

some make me feel touch... T.T

some make me envy.... ><

some make me admire with it... =)

some make me agree with it.... ^^

but.... the actual feeling of mine....

kept by me deep in my heart....

i am thinking of....

the words that you told me....

i am thinking of....

YOU...

Weiwei

Memories...

2010-04-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

read back those post here...
read back those comment that they left...

all the unhappy, sad, happy, and sweet memories i had before...

and get one friend which make me feeling touch when i look back the comment...
very thanks to him for all his encouragement and help....

VernTze...
haha....><
here to say that quite a long time didn't hear from you already...
how are you....
and that day...
actually i get a question....
last Christmas countdown...
when met you...
don't know why i get a weird feeling that you seem like a stranger to me....
not the vern tze that i know before...
and yet...
that make me scared of and dare not talk much with you....
dare not find you when see you in fb....
cause i scare that i will disturb as you know larh i talk very much one....
(sorry that i don't know why i will have that feeling of weird)

but....
hope to hear from you...^^

(is just my small reflection after read back those posts and comments here)

Relax~~~

2010-04-10T00:32:00.000-07:00

So happy that i can relax like now...
while blogging here, listening to my favorite songs...
enjoying~~~
=D

what a happy week i have...
although its bit tiring for replacement of classes, but...
faster finish replace then after that will be more relax....

without the stranger for one week...
all of us was happy and enjoy...
even the stranger's roommate also seldom come to my room cause she said...
without the stranger, she felt more comfortable alone in her room...

well...
for me...
too....

since when, all of us already get use with the absence of the stranger...?
we also don't know..
what we know is...
all these things become worse and worse...
and now all of us also don't want to bother it anymore....

and now i am happy that nothing for me to worry about anymore...
can concentrate in my study...
concentrate in my mood of relaxing....^^

what a happy day i have today too....
yesterday slept early, this morning woke up late...
after that, done my room cleaning..
then continue my homework...
and finally....
finally....
last assignment done and also the mind map for the Chinese presentation done...^^v
hehehe><

so so so so so so HAPPY.....
i must relax enough enough before next Monday comes....^^

+ oil to myself....
^^
=D
=)

Marks important than Pride? / Nice April Fool Day^^

2010-04-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

Marks important than Pride?

Question:

Marks more important than pride?

Answer:

100% yes (aimed at her)

Why will have such human that can don't want self-respect just because of the marks...?

i am wondering....

if i copy my friend's answer during my quiz, and i get good result for that...

i will not be happy also even i get high marks...(and of course i will not doing that)

but.....

how come she still can act like nothing happened....??

still can say thanks to me after she copied my answers and get a quite good result for it?

Well well well.....

why don't she think for it...

will other people look down upon her because of without any hard work and gain the good result?

If for you, will you look down upon those who gain any good result without any hard work?

(can leave some comment about it if u willing to)

Answer from myself is...

i will look down upon them....

if for those who already work hard but still didn't gain any good result...

i will admire them because at least i know they tried their best...

but for those who gain good result but just by copying,

i will look down upon them and she is now the one that being looked down by me...

haiz....

don't talk about that already...

let's talk about something which is happy....^^

Nice April Fool Day

It was a happy day for today because i get the chance to interact with 5 new friends which are from England...

Proud of myself because other than my uncle which is from England, i didn't have any chance to interact with others which is from other country...

and today...

i get such chance as there came 5 foreign teacher....

and it's happy because i still can interact with them very well as you know...

foreigner speak English very fast, fluently and sometimes we will cannot get what they are taking about....

so happy that i get all their facebook and MSN address so that i can keep in touch with them in the future....

and i also get the chance to have photos with them as the memory...^^

so happy with it...

night, celebrated Yoga birthday at Wong Kok...

what a nice day we have because this is also the first time we shopped till about 10pm ony back to college....

what a nice April fool day we had....^^

Because of my soft hearted...

2010-03-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

haiz.....

again...

because of my soft hearted....

'pop' out such word again....

"why don't go to lunch with us?"

"let's eat together larh"

haiz...

pity her mum...

need to keep worrying about her....

both of you were the same...

repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat.....!!!

also cannot be counted that all of us had repeated for how many times...

but...

not even one time both of you listen to it....

(i mean you and your mum)

i really don't want to bother it again and i already know....

even the feeling of angry also disappear already...

the feeling of care to her also totally lost...

keep asked us why don't bother her...

and this is my answer:

because you yourself that make us feeling don't want you to bother anymore....

very hypocritical....

make people hate it....

thats why nobody want to bother you anymore....

and i think this is all of our feeling and thinking, not only single thinking and feeling from me....

HURT????

2010-03-29T04:23:00.000-07:00

U asked me....

Question:

Did i get hurt?

will get hurt?

or...

already get hurt?

what the answer i get from myself is.....

Answer:

say truly...

after i know the fact,

i already get hurt....

but,

what can i do?

cannot be denied that the feeling is there...

so, what have i done?

i already be prepared for it?

i already be prepared to face it again?

Accurate Answer:

will not get hurt anymore...=)

when you express yourself to me....

when you said that it cannot be long and we will end up with close friends...

i already satisfy with it...

this is because i know that i already have a place in your heart and hope the place still will be mine forever....

just a small place in your heart, that is already enough for me....

cause i don't want to regret...

so, i already did what i didn't did these to others before...

and i will not regret...

so...

don't worry that i will get hurt....

and so happy that you express it to me, at least let me know what you are thinking...

so happy to have those memories with you...

thanks very much...^^

and...

i appreciate you very much....

muackz~~~

@^^@

Feeling of Miss

2010-03-27T22:14:00.001-07:00

I start missing u...
although we are far apart...
but.....
you make me happy everyday...
you will make me feel shy and hot even i just faced to your massage...
and really luckily that i am not in front of you...
haha....

you make me dare to dream...
you let me have my dream...

well....
i know that...
i still need to face it again...
maybe not for now but in the future...
cannot be denied that......
it is a natural feeling.....
and i admit it...

i asked myself, have i be prepared for everything of it?
and yet....
the answer that i get is.......
tacitly approve....

and thanks for everything that you gave...
i will never forget it...
such a sweet memories that didn't even have before....
thanks, JW Core i100
@^^@

Again and Again...!!!

2010-03-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

Haiz....
Again and Again...
when will it stop????

Question:
When you did something wrong, is it just apologize then can pretend that nothing happened before?
Answer:
NO!!!

Did you know that, we all already don't want to bother you anymore...?
we already tried very hard to do those that we can help...
but....
is you yourself don't want to help yourself...!!!
every time when did something wrong, just "Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry"!!!
express to your mom about us, about our bad !!!
your mom to talk to us and will said that we need to tolerant with you as you are a patient...
What a CRAZY PATIENT you are...!!!
CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY....!!!!!
and i want to said that, i DON'T WANT to have a CRAZY FRIEND like YOU...!!!

From here i discovered something which is:
Unknown people = Stranger
Stranger = Unknown People

Stranger, can be person that i don't know at first...
but...
Stranger, can also be the one that i know at first but already get ignored by me..

This is the meaning of stranger.
And you are now the stranger that i meant secondly....

What to do? no choices

2010-03-20T19:45:00.000-07:00

haiz...

suddenly woke up 6am early in the morning, can't sleep anymore...

my mind flash back to last night...
well......
it's happy that he can walk out from those unhappiness, it's happy to saw his message, it's happy that he is happy, it's happy that everything goes fine on him....

but i asked myself....

"if i again, 'drop' into it, how?"
"can i take serious on it?"
"if i take serious on it, what will happen?"
"what will happen next?"
"what should i do?"

i keep on asked myself...
cannot be ignored that the feeling is exist...

i very scare of the feeling of getting hurt again...
it's not nice to have it...
no one would like to have it...
but,
is it that i should be prepared to face it one more time since i knew myself that i am going to drop in it again.....?

what to do?
no choices...

Last day here....TT

2010-03-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

Time always pass very fast...
so fast,
again...
again...
time to leave....
haiz....
so sad that i am going to separate with everything here again..

family, things, friends.....
haiz...
i will miss them, i will miss all of them, i will miss ()()() ()()()......

although...
i don't know what feeling is that,
i don't know why i have such feeling,
i don't know why will it be like that,
i don't know who am i in his heart now,
i don't know will it be possible or impossible as i wish,
(but i think it will be impossible)
i don't know what will happen next,

haiz....
it's the reality that our distance will be far apart again...
i don't want...

need to wait another two and the half month only can back here again...
haiz....

i don't want i don't want i don't want... T_T

but here to said that,
i will take care of myself over there...
so....
everyone don't need to worry about me...

Happy^^

2010-03-19T01:57:00.000-07:00

haha
yeah yeah...
so happy now...
because, the most difficult assignment goin to finish...
haha
although simply do for that, but at least i tried my best to do it..
and now i already very satisfy with my work...
haha

so happy...
till going to fly up the sky d..
someone pull me down please....
hahahaha....

=D

What feeling is that??

2010-03-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

What feeling is that?
i really don't know...
din't hve such feeling before...
i also blur with it already...
but i think it is imposible gua....
haiz...
@@

what i am thinking orh.....?????
=/

I can't Make it

2010-03-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday, it's a nice day for me...
woke up early because my coursemates were coming..
9am, they reached my house, then we went to sing K...
so nice because the 1st song is my favourite song that i always listen to: 任逍遥
what a nice song....
another things which made me happy is, because i was going to meet him..
a friend that i already waited since long time ago to meet...
at last get such chance when my ah mate suggested to go there....

at first, because of my friends, make me felt a bit 'paiseh' to meet him..
haha...
could feel my face bit hot hot, got red or not i don't know larh...
hehe><

we reached there at about 11.30am, so the time for us to sing is from 11.30am till 2.15pm..
but because of too cold in the room, so i came out from the room earlier...
went to the section that he work and chat with him...
^^
so nice and happy...
but, i get a weird feeling when i look into his eyes.
from his eyes, he gave a feeling that he is not happy actually...
although we laugh we smile when chit-chating, but don't know why i get such feeling...
is it i am too sensitive?
i throw away that feeling, continue chat with him till my friends come out from the room...
and its time...
its time for us to leave...
i dislike the feeling of leaving..
haiz...
but i alreaday satisfy cause get a chance to meet him...^^

then we went to JJ for a window shopping...
met my secondary school teacher who taught me Moral subject...
chat with her for a while...^^

at first, we planned to have a movie, but its full for the time that we want, and another time it shows was too late, so we cancelled that plan..

back home at about 7pm...
all the way i back, chat with him....
but at night, i suddenly get a weird feeling again when chat with him...
why arh?
at last, something happened..
hope to share with him but he refused that...
i am not his family or someone other else, so can't do anything....
what can i do just can hope and wish that he can overcome those problems stronger...
not all girls are same as what he taught, at least i am still a girl that willing to help him once he need....
just want to let him know, i will always be there for him.....

ask me don't care about others feeling?
i can't make it...
once you are my friend, ask me don't care and just leave u alone suffering?
i really can't make it....

Back...^^

2010-03-14T18:35:00.000-07:00

Quite a long time din't come here expressing....
but everything still go fine after the big problem settled...
can be said settle, can be said haven't...
but what i chose to do is just to ignore it...
i don't want to care anymore on it...
i already make myself to ignore it, so just hope that it won't happen again...
its suffer actually...
suffer, disapointed and heartache...
but we already tried very hard to help her but at last...
"What we get???" i asked myself...
i also promise to him that i won't care of it anymore..
don't want him to disapointed with me already...
not only he, i even more don't want my family members to worry about me...
i have grown elder...
not to rely on family anymore...
i must be strong because, there are many more difficulty waiting for me in front...
to overcome it, i must be stronger...

Gambateh!!!

whom i can believe

2010-01-10T23:05:00.000-08:00

haiz.....
whom i can believe?
i really don't know....
now really hope that someone not from here (JB) can call me, listen to me quietly...
let me express out everything...
cause i already try the way to express out here...
but still not working...
tried before to borrow some time from others but seem like will disturbing them...
haiz.....
so still only can come here and express.....

haiz.....
can i do that?
assume that nothing happened....?

again....
a change on me....
a new year....
another change....
haiz.....

i keep on asking myself....
is it on mask, we only can continue stay in this world?
is it we must be selfish only can stay in this world so that won't get bully by others?
haiz....

now i really don't know whom i can believe anymore......
who can tell me???

我的心声

2010-01-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

人生总有些许的不如意。。。

对于看不顺眼的事
睁一只眼，闭一只眼

将身边的事
大事化小，小事化无

还有什么好计较的呢？

人心难测

2010-01-10T20:33:00.000-08:00

人心难测

为什么？
骗人很好玩吗？
如果是那么好玩的话，
想一想，
若有一天你们（男）也是受害者的话，
你们会有什么感受呢？
反省一下吧！！

人心难测
难道没带着面具就无法在这个社会上生存吗？
没带着面具就会死吗？？？！！！

伪装
难道你（女）不觉得很辛苦吗？
这样强迫自己伪装自己。
难道你（女）不觉得那样很虚伪吗？

自私
自私的人，的确令人讨厌
连我自己有时候也讨厌我自己，
就因我发觉我也有自私的时候。
但，你（女）未免也太过火了吧
人难免会有自私的时候
没有人永远都是那么慷慨大方的，
但你是不是太过火了呢？
好好反省一下吧！
双面人！！！！
别让所有人都讨厌！！！
就连我平常很少那样讨厌别人，都觉得对不起我自己去讨厌你（女）
可见的你（女）是那么的令人讨厌！！！

虚伪又自私的人，没人会喜欢的。。。
好好反省吧！！！

Started the boring, but also stressul life again...

2010-01-06T01:35:00.000-08:00

3rd of Jan...
Said goodbye to those my friends at Klang...T.T
reached Batu Pahat by about 6pm...
haiz...
here again....
a boring life in maktab.....
after reached maktab, its nice to meet those my fellow friends here...
but not time for us to chit chat yet....
haiz....
my room...
so dusty although when u look onto the surface of something, u could not see any dust...
but its very dusty actually...
my job here...
sweep and mop the floor...
because i can do well in those housework, so most of the time i will be doing that...
that's why they used to call me 'good mother godd wife' which is a sentence directly translate from Chinese...
haha
huh....
after that started to put all my things back to their own place...
arranged them on the rack...
hang back all my formal suit into the wardrobe...
huh.....
after 2 hours, all the things done..
can be counted fast when compare with others already casue my roommate still cleaning her things...
haha
paiseh orh ah mate....^^
the clock shows 10pm++
haven take bath yet....
haiz....
cold water...
luckily that night didn't get flu...
haha...
the next day is the day that we start our new semester already...
haiz...
need to attend those classes....

4th of Jan...
started to attend classes...
haiz..
new semester doesn't mean that everything is new...
some of my subject still related to last semester's things...
but....
this semester we will having PJ class...
haiz...
2.4km within 10 minutes...
WHAT???!!!
i didn't jog at all lorh...
no choice...
from that day on we must almost everyday go jogging already...
so....
we planned to start from walking...
night...
slept at about 3am++
haiz...
that time miss my family and my seniors so much...
haiz....

5th of Jan...
felt very moody because of tiredness and don't know what other reason larh...
so moody for the whole morning....
night still the same...
boring till just chat with friends till almost 2am++ only went to bed...
luckily can sleep this time...

haiz....
the life here is just eat sleep chit chat.......
boring life, suit for a person like me????

Exhibition here....

2010-01-02T08:51:00.001-08:00

a small gift from my foster...

the most dificult draw...

the draw that i said break record, 30min done it...

get the idea to draw it when drink water...

guess what these? onion?

the food that i hate. when drawing this still need to hold my breath frm the smell...

use this to capture these draws...

my new shoes...

my 1st draw for the exhibiition...

so sory for the noise of the photos..

let go everything....

2010-01-01T05:54:00.001-08:00

i wanted to let go everything, can or not?
it so suffer now....
everything make me felt like cannot breath...
its too heavy....

what hapen actually...?
i also wanted to know....
since form 6...
form 6 change everything of me...
including my own characteristic...
i was not like that before...
i was just a students that others won't recognise...
but when up form 6...
its a big different for me...
i didn't even think before that i will can know such lot friends, have those nice friends...
especially with those seniors..
the 1st time i get to know so many seniors and friends....
really, i didn't even think of i will....
as i am a quiet girl last time...

and....
i already suit with my new characteristic...
a girl who will express everything out when she is unhappy or happy...
but is it good for me to have such changes?

at 1st, i feel happy that i get such changes...
and its good for me...
cause i know socialisation is very important....

but now...
since i started the new life there...
i started to wondering...
is the changes of myself good or not?
cause till now i still cannot suit with the people there....
i mean those other then my coursemate...
is it good for me to express out everything even when i am unhappy?

WHAT SHOULD I DO???
WHAT SHOULD I DO???

so, please at least let me express out here....
i just express out what i felt....
didn't meant to hurt anyone...
cause its suffer for me to keep keep keep and keep those things in my heart..
my heart just a small organ in my body...
if keep too much my heart will explode....
so those who view my file and feel annoy with what i am expressing here...
don't need to think too much, just straight away go to the bar on the top and click on the red cross button then ok already....

its coming...T_T

2009-12-29T06:47:00.000-08:00

haiz....
here again to cry....T_T
when look on the calendar, its nearer and nearer and nearer...
when it comes to 3rd of january of a new year, for others maybe still enjoying the last day for holiday..
but for me...
its not a glad day...
haiz....
i don't want back johor laaaarrrrrhhhhhhhh......
haiz.....
i don't want to seperate with my family, my friends and seniors here....and the place where i grown here.....
its a boring life there, not as happy as enjoy as what i taught...
although every month can get the allowance that others can't get...
but.......
is it what i want?
i started to think of it...
no choice...
but i still have to control myself from escaping....
when think of my family member...
as least i went there, don't need mummy to worry about the huge stone: the charge of my study fee....
haiz....
what still can i do??
haiz....
just to eccept the truth now....

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T00:30:00.000-08:00

25th of december 2009.....
Merry Christmas...
although it is none of my celebration day..
but this year, its so meaningful to me...
the 1st time i celebrated it...
went countdown with my dear seniors....
all treat me very good...^^
say truely...
i am already very happy yesterday night...
cause its the 1st time for me =) and maybe it will be the last time bacause next time, maybe its hard for us to meet up again =(

and its also the 1st time i can so close...............(not available to express out here)
actually all this time....
something change on me...i know what's the meaning of something...
so a lot of people mistaken on something of me...
but just let it be larh,(privacy)^^
maybe the relation for us now is better...

seniors keep on asked me...
asked me to tell the truth is it very boring for yesterday night...
say truly....
its not...
although maybe for you all not a good countdown day, but for me....
its the best...
cause i get back something which is the memory with those in the gang..
its memorable for me...
really....
its nice...
wanted to thanks all of them in the gang that 4 guys......
thanks for everything....
really thanks.......

Merry Christmas ^^V

May of December

Random

要惜福~

Countdown of Chinese New Year

new purse + 1st 3D movie

Didn't Mean For THAT

Shooting Stars (Meteor Shower)~

IQ, EQ, SQ

面具

What she told, asked, advised and tought...

Valentine's day~

Song~

Another 18th again

Update~2

Update~1

A Surprise

Update

Tips to grow taller..still have chance for those before 25 yrs

Jealous, Angry, Dreaming and Sad..

Really???

Do you know?

My weekend~

pass my KPP test...^^v

After 11.6.2010 was 16.6.2010

11.6.2010

5th of june - 9th of june

My DIY Cross Stitch~~~

Sigh~~

Small update

Relax~~~~~

Little Bat

This few days....

Tired~~~

ill~~

Finally~~ Relax~~~ Bore~~~~

Yeah Yeah Yeah~~~

Renew Books~~

Exam Days....

Teacher's Day~~

Nothing Special today....

Saturday~~

If you met such guy, must cherish~~

想家了～～

Check Check~~

Cinderella Story

Day 3 without dear laptop~~

Uncomfortable...

My laptop~~~~

Home Sweet Home~~

Luckily~~~

This afternoon~~

Tuesday~~

Monday..

It's Going to EXAM

1st of May --- Labour Day

Today~~~

Tire day actually...

Ice Cream = Happy mood~~

Classes~~~

Already tire but + tire again~~

Again, Tire~~~

will miss him but won't be a patient...

Tire~

Believe it or not just depends...

Love someone~

curse of 3 months

Think positively

Friends....

same feeling visit me again

Today~

at last...

the book....

Now......

Form 6 memories...

Tomorrow

Touching~~~

A Brainwave

Memories...

Relax~~~

Marks important than Pride? / Nice April Fool Day^^

Finally Relax~ Bore~~~~